i know yall wont know this so ill give a little brief update: my gf n i broke up around november n we were together for 2 1/2 years. i still miss her eventhough i did the breaking up. now, she has a bf that she has recently gotten with n i made an ass of myself trying to go on a dates n get closer to her when this was going on when i didnt know.
anyway, i woke up this morning with tears in my eyes because she was in my dream. in my dream she told me that i made her miserable and she put her hand out and said 'give me my 2 1/2 years back'.
i'm still feeling down about this dream. does it mean anything? y can't i get it out my head? i dont know what to do, ive been cleaning my room all morning trying to get it off my mind. i couldn't have been that bad, could i?
anyway, i need to go drive out to the lake and just lay on my hood and stare at the sky, that usually cheers me up, or ill go feed the ducks at the park. i need to get this out my head
leave me some cheerful comments if anyone is actually reading this, i could use the motivation. thankz!