imnotanartistbut

thought id have another throw down of the internet kind.

i noticed today how much iv changed in the last two years because of my job. after having what i thought was a nice day because nothing cut me nothing went wrong and it didnt shit it down. i thought hang on a second, its not realy that grate of a day. im doing a job im good at but hate simply for the money so i can afford to do something i no longer have time to do because of my job. its a bit of a shit realy, iv met some ace people working and some il talk to and be good friends with for years to come, but working on site every day im not realy in an enviroment where i can talk to people about photography art or music or just general conversation about important or intresting things. so i feel like im back to the start and have to read watch and do everything again so i can hold a real conversation thats not about the new window system there using or what footballer fucked a whole and got kicked out by his wife and had a kid with the cleaner while making more in a week than anyone needs in a year.

the biggest shitter is im almost starting to rember footballer names, its all gone to shit.

but with my new found friend that goes by the name of a blog i have a new friend to talk to. thought its no squishy and amusing like a real person at least it wont for me to listen to 10 hours a day of football and building talk