[mood]: tired.
[music]: "eon eon"-project pitchfork.
I'm so exhausted. I need to get more than 3 hours of sleep a nite. It just isnt working out.
Last nite was fun. I dragged robert+brian over to jeans house with me. She is so sweet! I just want to bag her up and keep her to myself. She said she wanted to get a joint so I walked over to my friend Shawns apt. (he lives in the same complex as her) and he wasnt home. Instead there was this gigantic guy there playing guitar. He was like 6'7, 300lbs., full sleeves....and he was watching the harry potter movie (which was too cute for words). So, I asked him to move away with me and we lived happily ever after. Hehe..i wish. Nah, he was really funny and sarcastic (which I love. sarcasm is the best trait you can have!) and listens to metal. Then his friend showed up and smoked us out, so we left. But I made sure I gave him a hug before I left. I want a guy like that....a big scary tattooed guy that could kick anyones ass so I wouldnt have to be worry about getting hit in the face at shows. I'm only 5ft tho. Robert said my growth was "stunted". I've never considered myself a freak...I thought being short was cute. But, being call "stunted" hurt my feelings.
But, we left the boys at jeans apt. for lie an hour while we were with the big scary dude. Then when we went back jean just kept saying "You love that guy, you know you do...". But at least it got Robert paying attention to me. We're going there this friday to have another celebration for my birthday, considering it's this monday. On friday me+jean are going to get pierced and that nite we're going to get trashed. And Robert will be there...and life will be wonderful!
**Nate, I did comment in yer journal. I was one of the first few! I guess you didnt notice, which makes me sad.**
Oh gawd...what should I do. Some douche bag at work wrote me a note asking me out, and he actually put the YES or NO boxes at the bottom of the page. Fucking second grade style. I dont want to be rude...I'm not quite sure how to let it down to him. I dont want to get a big red marker and be like "NO! You lame ass fuck." I guess...I dont know...I'll just give him a handjob. Hahaha....*shudder*
[bai]
fantasy.
[music]: "eon eon"-project pitchfork.
I'm so exhausted. I need to get more than 3 hours of sleep a nite. It just isnt working out.
Last nite was fun. I dragged robert+brian over to jeans house with me. She is so sweet! I just want to bag her up and keep her to myself. She said she wanted to get a joint so I walked over to my friend Shawns apt. (he lives in the same complex as her) and he wasnt home. Instead there was this gigantic guy there playing guitar. He was like 6'7, 300lbs., full sleeves....and he was watching the harry potter movie (which was too cute for words). So, I asked him to move away with me and we lived happily ever after. Hehe..i wish. Nah, he was really funny and sarcastic (which I love. sarcasm is the best trait you can have!) and listens to metal. Then his friend showed up and smoked us out, so we left. But I made sure I gave him a hug before I left. I want a guy like that....a big scary tattooed guy that could kick anyones ass so I wouldnt have to be worry about getting hit in the face at shows. I'm only 5ft tho. Robert said my growth was "stunted". I've never considered myself a freak...I thought being short was cute. But, being call "stunted" hurt my feelings.
But, we left the boys at jeans apt. for lie an hour while we were with the big scary dude. Then when we went back jean just kept saying "You love that guy, you know you do...". But at least it got Robert paying attention to me. We're going there this friday to have another celebration for my birthday, considering it's this monday. On friday me+jean are going to get pierced and that nite we're going to get trashed. And Robert will be there...and life will be wonderful!
**Nate, I did comment in yer journal. I was one of the first few! I guess you didnt notice, which makes me sad.**
Oh gawd...what should I do. Some douche bag at work wrote me a note asking me out, and he actually put the YES or NO boxes at the bottom of the page. Fucking second grade style. I dont want to be rude...I'm not quite sure how to let it down to him. I dont want to get a big red marker and be like "NO! You lame ass fuck." I guess...I dont know...I'll just give him a handjob. Hahaha....*shudder*
[bai]
fantasy.
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yes or no muhahahahahh
well i am working today untill midnight
and i dont have a digital camera but i do have a 5 dollor disposable camera
and i also have nosferatu on dvd i paid like 5 bucks for it but i want the one with the industrial music track done by christian death
but yea i suppose i need to change my crush also eh
mrs popularity
well i am going to get a shower i need to get ready for work so untill then ........................................krankor