imaxeyes

Everytime we see each other we smile and say hi and goodbye, we keep going our separate ways down the halls, and every night I try to email something to you meanwhile I'm getting further behind in my studies. I wish I could articulate my thoughts. I saw you at the Spring Festival, it was good to see you. I starred at the corner of the stage the tiny sliver that I could only see, but kept getting distracted by the girl in the front row constantly readjusting her bra. Eventually, I saw the stage thru the barrage of cellphone monitors so I had a chance to know what was going on. I saw you with your jacket on, I wanted to say hi but the cameras were out and I didn't want to get in the way.
Why am I so shy? Cause an aquaintence went to jail five times for pedophilia? Cause some of my friends have restraining orders? Cause...Naah, these things don't help, but the main prob is I'm shy and...What do we have in common? What could we talk about? I sip my juice wishing it was something stronger and leave fifteen min. after you.
How freakin drepressin.
Someday I'll fictionalize a happy ending to this. Reality, go fix it anyway I can I guess <shrugs>