what is interesting in the world tonight?
i took myself out to dinner at the standard and i had a drink. yay and stuff. i haven't had a drink in a long time because, as a rule, i don't like the taste of booze or the gross way it makes me feel. i've been such a stress bunny lately, though, that i thought i would...
Read More
i took myself out to dinner at the standard and i had a drink. yay and stuff. i haven't had a drink in a long time because, as a rule, i don't like the taste of booze or the gross way it makes me feel. i've been such a stress bunny lately, though, that i thought i would...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
from 'The Velveteen Rabbit' by Margery Williams.
... The rabbit could not claim to be the model of anything, for he didn't know that real rabbits existed; he thought they were all stuffed with sawdust like himself, and he understood that sawdust was quite out of date and should never be mentioned in modern circles. Even Timothy, the jointed wooden lion who was made by...
Read More
... The rabbit could not claim to be the model of anything, for he didn't know that real rabbits existed; he thought they were all stuffed with sawdust like himself, and he understood that sawdust was quite out of date and should never be mentioned in modern circles. Even Timothy, the jointed wooden lion who was made by...
Read More
12:59 am.... if i go to sleep right now, i could sleep for 6 hours and 1 minute.
1:02 am.... if i go to sleep right now, i could sleep for 5 hours and 58 minutes.
1:10 am.... if i go to sleep right now, i could sleep for 5 hours and 50 minutes.
....you get the point.
1:02 am.... if i go to sleep right now, i could sleep for 5 hours and 58 minutes.
1:10 am.... if i go to sleep right now, i could sleep for 5 hours and 50 minutes.
....you get the point.
nokturn:
I only ever pencil in 5.
(Except on my first day off, where strangely enough I tend to need about 14!)
Well, I'm sure a free Thai trip could be arranged from the UK- at the airport I heard the story of the member of staff who was supposed to be having an arranged marriage- staff swipe in and out at all security points, and one day she just never swiped out.
The police searched the airport for weeks, thinking she may have died in there, but never found a body- turns out she probably snuck onto a plane to god knows where to avoid the marriage!
Security is a little tighter in the US tho, I'm sure
(Except on my first day off, where strangely enough I tend to need about 14!)
Well, I'm sure a free Thai trip could be arranged from the UK- at the airport I heard the story of the member of staff who was supposed to be having an arranged marriage- staff swipe in and out at all security points, and one day she just never swiped out.
The police searched the airport for weeks, thinking she may have died in there, but never found a body- turns out she probably snuck onto a plane to god knows where to avoid the marriage!
Security is a little tighter in the US tho, I'm sure
what's up in the wonderful world of me, you ask?
again, a whole lot of not much.
so the party was a pseudo success. long involved story there. the space was great, the decorating looked good, the music was wonderful. the turn out sucked ass. i think this was largely in part to the fact that the person who was doing the party with me...
Read More
again, a whole lot of not much.
so the party was a pseudo success. long involved story there. the space was great, the decorating looked good, the music was wonderful. the turn out sucked ass. i think this was largely in part to the fact that the person who was doing the party with me...
Read More
nokturn:
Sounds like you had a nice time!!!
And yes, money sucks ass.. through a straw, damnitt, through a straw!
I really wish this girl just sucked and that'd be that but unfortunately she has genuine personality problems.
I've helped her with them for years, but I've said goodbye (for now) because they are her problems not mine.
I said goodbye 2 years ago, spent that time away and it didn't change anything.
So I'm going to get on with other things in life and pretend sex and relationships don't exist.
And I only wish I knew where to find kinky sex, especially with zero confidence.
Sorry, still in withdrawal- I will get less doom and gloomy in time I promise
And yes, money sucks ass.. through a straw, damnitt, through a straw!
I really wish this girl just sucked and that'd be that but unfortunately she has genuine personality problems.
I've helped her with them for years, but I've said goodbye (for now) because they are her problems not mine.
I said goodbye 2 years ago, spent that time away and it didn't change anything.
So I'm going to get on with other things in life and pretend sex and relationships don't exist.
And I only wish I knew where to find kinky sex, especially with zero confidence.
Sorry, still in withdrawal- I will get less doom and gloomy in time I promise
update-y goodness.
for someone who is as much of a blog reading junkie as i am, i'm not doing a hell of a lot of journaling here or on my space. i dunno why.. my life tends to run in cycles and all i want to do these days is read cheesy mystery thrillers and do embroidery. relaxing, but not terribly productive.
plans are still...
Read More
for someone who is as much of a blog reading junkie as i am, i'm not doing a hell of a lot of journaling here or on my space. i dunno why.. my life tends to run in cycles and all i want to do these days is read cheesy mystery thrillers and do embroidery. relaxing, but not terribly productive.
plans are still...
Read More
blck_flwrsplease:
yeah, I used to take tylenol simply sleep - but the last few times Ive taken it I couldnt wake up the wholoe next day.. so I try not to take anything. Is your party tonight or on the 19th? I thought Aarons email said the 9th, and i work tonight ....
nokturn:
Stay in school kids!!!
(It would be good to see somebody's degree actually accounting for something at least)
The party sounds good- unfortunately fetishism is still a bit taboo in the UK (or at least it was when I was the right age to start with that stuff) or perhaps that's just me.
I think I'm a bit of a lost case- I like bondage but I can't have a sexual relationship with somebody I don't know and trust and sadly that's often the hard part.
Grrrrrr... its annoying. Fetish and romance are totally workable together but so many people seem to want to stereotype themselves one or the other.
Perhaps that's just me also...
(It would be good to see somebody's degree actually accounting for something at least)
The party sounds good- unfortunately fetishism is still a bit taboo in the UK (or at least it was when I was the right age to start with that stuff) or perhaps that's just me.
I think I'm a bit of a lost case- I like bondage but I can't have a sexual relationship with somebody I don't know and trust and sadly that's often the hard part.
Grrrrrr... its annoying. Fetish and romance are totally workable together but so many people seem to want to stereotype themselves one or the other.
Perhaps that's just me also...
Yay for flash flooding when you are stuck in heavy traffic. Yay also for journaling on SG from your cell phone!
nokturn:
You can do that???
I should get stuck in a flash flood more often.
It only drizzles or moderately shines here.
The British do things in half measures
I should get stuck in a flash flood more often.
It only drizzles or moderately shines here.
The British do things in half measures
well, i had my interview for the clinical milieu coordinator position and i lived through it. i hate panel interviews, it's like standing in front of a firing squad. i did sort of half good and half not on the interview. when i went in i had ten ideas for changes or improvements in the program ready to go, i knew they were going to...
Read More
Read More
nokturn:
Sounds eventful.
Well, hope the interview went well after all that!
Well, hope the interview went well after all that!
nokturn:
Thanks- I'm sure I'll update.
Fingers are crossed on the ex/friend thing- I honestly feel it can be sorted and comfortable soon.
Did you hear back from that interview of yours?
Fingers are crossed on the ex/friend thing- I honestly feel it can be sorted and comfortable soon.
Did you hear back from that interview of yours?
it's not just raining out right now.. it's fuckin raining.
i just surfed home from the laundry and sat in my car in the drive way for twenty minutes waiting for it to let up a little bit so i wouldn't have to drive back and redry my clothes.
lightening and thunder is all around me.
it's so fuckin cool!
i just surfed home from the laundry and sat in my car in the drive way for twenty minutes waiting for it to let up a little bit so i wouldn't have to drive back and redry my clothes.
lightening and thunder is all around me.
it's so fuckin cool!
yup.. i haven't updated my sg journal for a while. i haven't done much of anything for a while.
so... it's the 4th of july. yay for that! ozzfest is today, couldn't pay me to be there.
i've been listening to every billie holiday cd i have for days on end. it's making me mentally live in another time. billie is so smooooooooth.
lessee.. what's...
Read More
so... it's the 4th of july. yay for that! ozzfest is today, couldn't pay me to be there.
i've been listening to every billie holiday cd i have for days on end. it's making me mentally live in another time. billie is so smooooooooth.
lessee.. what's...
Read More
blck_flwrsplease:
ha ha - sounds cool - yeah, ive seen 3 of them and will see three more I hope - theyre pretty good. I missed the first one though because of the rain - I was at the bar just about to walk to the theater and it started raining... last thursday. they said it was a " true classic of gothic noir" "Night of the Hunter"
random after club thoughts.
i love to watch people at night clubs. they all have such interesting movements and expressions.
i'm not all that crazy about the bar i go to on thursday nights. i wonder why i go every week.
i retore the ligament in my foot. i think i'm never going to be able to dance again.
i'm kind of sad. i'm not...
Read More
i love to watch people at night clubs. they all have such interesting movements and expressions.
i'm not all that crazy about the bar i go to on thursday nights. i wonder why i go every week.
i retore the ligament in my foot. i think i'm never going to be able to dance again.
i'm kind of sad. i'm not...
Read More
nokturn:
Yeah I often end up watching people in clubs or pubs, generally feeling not quite there- it can be very amusing as well! I never end up doing anything utterly stupid when drunk so I can observe.
Although its possible I just don't recall my stupidity
Although its possible I just don't recall my stupidity
nokturn:
Strangely I did originally tag you but when I went to send you a message saying so I saw you hadn't updated for a while so thought you might not get the tag!
So you escaped at the very last minate!!!!!!
Hope ya doing well
So you escaped at the very last minate!!!!!!
Hope ya doing well
I usually make it a point to go by myself and take up the biggest booth in the whole place. Hello my first friend on this site. It took almost a year. I'm really truckin' now.