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I only ever pencil in 5.
(Except on my first day off, where strangely enough I tend to need about 14!)

Well, I'm sure a free Thai trip could be arranged from the UK- at the airport I heard the story of the member of staff who was supposed to be having an arranged marriage- staff swipe in and out at all security points, and one day she just never swiped out.
The police searched the airport for weeks, thinking she may have died in there, but never found a body- turns out she probably snuck onto a plane to god knows where to avoid the marriage!

Security is a little tighter in the US tho, I'm sure

Sounds like you had a nice time!!!
And yes, money sucks ass.. through a straw, damnitt, through a straw!

I really wish this girl just sucked and that'd be that but unfortunately she has genuine personality problems.
I've helped her with them for years, but I've said goodbye (for now) because they are her problems not mine.
I said goodbye 2 years ago, spent that time away and it didn't change anything.
So I'm going to get on with other things in life and pretend sex and relationships don't exist.

And I only wish I knew where to find kinky sex, especially with zero confidence.
Sorry, still in withdrawal- I will get less doom and gloomy in time I promise

yeah, I used to take tylenol simply sleep - but the last few times Ive taken it I couldnt wake up the wholoe next day.. so I try not to take anything. Is your party tonight or on the 19th? I thought Aarons email said the 9th, and i work tonight ....

Stay in school kids!!!
(It would be good to see somebody's degree actually accounting for something at least)
The party sounds good- unfortunately fetishism is still a bit taboo in the UK (or at least it was when I was the right age to start with that stuff) or perhaps that's just me.
I think I'm a bit of a lost case- I like bondage but I can't have a sexual relationship with somebody I don't know and trust and sadly that's often the hard part.
Grrrrrr... its annoying. Fetish and romance are totally workable together but so many people seem to want to stereotype themselves one or the other.
Perhaps that's just me also...

You can do that???
I should get stuck in a flash flood more often.
It only drizzles or moderately shines here.
The British do things in half measures

Sounds eventful.
Well, hope the interview went well after all that!

Thanks- I'm sure I'll update.
Fingers are crossed on the ex/friend thing- I honestly feel it can be sorted and comfortable soon.
Did you hear back from that interview of yours?

ha ha - sounds cool - yeah, ive seen 3 of them and will see three more I hope - theyre pretty good. I missed the first one though because of the rain - I was at the bar just about to walk to the theater and it started raining... last thursday. they said it was a " true classic of gothic noir" "Night of the Hunter"

Yeah I often end up watching people in clubs or pubs, generally feeling not quite there- it can be very amusing as well! I never end up doing anything utterly stupid when drunk so I can observe.
Although its possible I just don't recall my stupidity

Strangely I did originally tag you but when I went to send you a message saying so I saw you hadn't updated for a while so thought you might not get the tag!
So you escaped at the very last minate!!!!!!
Hope ya doing well

Wow... that sounds pretty fucking awesome.

Aw. [HUGS]
Well, the exhaustion from work should at least tire you out too much to cut.
I always find it works in vicious little cycles anyway.
(And I also love safety pins, but razors I like more, even tho I haven't cut at all for a few years)
I once designed this fantastic pair of bondage trousers covered with safety pins and hanging straps lined with razor blades, but I kinda thought I might get arrested if I wore them in the street!
Its hard to avoid the crazy cutting vibe when it seems there's no danger, but the main danger is always to your head not your flesh, sweetie- trapping you in those vicious little cycles.
I've done a tattoo design which will cover my last remaining scars. I've wanted to keep them so long but its time to move on. Last time I got a tattoo I was saying to the guy OK, you've got to place it round there to avoid that scar... and that one... but I've decided its silly doing that now but still don't wanna lose them

Yeah I think they're beautiful too but I also think its time for me to move on from them.
They're all very faint and white now anyway and only really come out in the sun for some reason, but they're in annoying places for my tattoo plans, so I spose its good the past should go!

I'm glad you enjoyed the show...

I only have five days left before Trent and Company come to my side of town...

I can't wait...

Jeez- colourblind tattooists... That's a bit of a nightmare.
Well, I try to be honest in relationships- I hate how even the simplist lies turn the whole thing into a mess.
I'm not good at 'what people say and what they really mean' so that's how I avoid it!