Wednesday Feb 02, 2005

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Well, I am manic. I am so horribly manic right now I can't hardly stand it..I mean, I feel good..I feel REAL good..but it's almost like I'm on a drug and I can't control it. I have all this energy and no where to exert it really...so I organized the silver ware drawer today and I made a detailed schedule of when the kids would be here and when they would be at their moms so as to make it 50/50...for the next YEAR..and I printed it out on some lovely thick paper I hunted down..a copy for us and a copy for their mom..I hung our's on the fridge door..and then I needed to have a pen handy so I could cross off the days as they passed so I hot glued a piece of magnet to the back of a pen and stuck it up next to the calendar/schedule thingie...and I did all the laundry and I vaccumed the floor..and I cleaned the kitchen...and I made faces at myself in the bathroom mirror..odd, I know...I could not sleep for the life of me last night..I tossed and turned..and then I woke up at 6am and couldn't go back to sleep..oh the joys of mania..but hey..I get a lot accomplished in times like these! biggrin

yes..faces much like this people...much like this! lol
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morningstar:
Well, You're not suppose too.... but that's the point. Like I said, it was a slow weeknight sometime around 1 or 2 am. That was one of the more mild escapades we had. wink
The bartender isn't there any more and there's new owners. I don't think the old owners knew what we did in that place.(and we did a LOT!) If they did they probably wouldn't talk to any of us ever again.
howdidigethere:
i was watching court tv and that said some interesting things that pertained to you and you thinking of mania. the dr was saying people with mainia have fast rational thoughts they cant stop moving they talk aloud to themselves they use their hands they figure out how to solve the peace crisis in the middle east and he then tries to figure out a way to go there. haha now does that saound like you? or do you just have complusiions to do things? it was really interesting to hear the guy talk. but the defense killed and i mean KILLED their case in my opinion putting this guy up on the stand. haha but thats another story. so yeah i throw stuff on the floor but neatly and systematicly and it sometimes fails me and youd think id find a new way. but i litterally have no more room in my room. youd think well throw some of the shit out....well i go through it and its like well i need all this stuff. haha. there was one other thing i had to say but i dont know it.... much love and respect to you

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