i HATE having to comprimise image quality (resolution and stuff) to post my stupid pictures on here... as if they didn't already suck enough.
could you tell that my artistic insecurities have been making me a bit hostile today?
i'm at the point where i no longer want to call myself an artist....
i found mysefl looking in the dictionary a little while ago to find out whether or not it was literally applicable. unfortunately, i found no relief in seeing the definition; i came to realize that it's way too vague and subjective a definition to find objective truth in it - there's nothing that i struggle with more than objective truth (and the objective truth about it,) i swear. (ok, well, that and my boyfriend's ridiculous POVs - he gets a little bit ridiculous and tries pushing the boundaries of logic sometimes... and on top of that he's stubborn as fuck. unsound statements + stubborness = worst. combo. evwhore. especially when those one of those unsound statements is trying to validate other fallacious statements by claiming to be objectively true. UGH!)
and then we have this (a part of the definition):
well, ok, but then when i looked up 'imagination', this is what i found:
um... ok...???
'creative's a great one too:
draw your own conclusions, and fuck you if you'd planned on telling me that i should go find a different dictionary (unless you have a better one to offer, i guess)
dictionaries fucking suck and subjectivity can be a real pain in the ass as well...but i still love them.
anyway, here you go:
could you tell that my artistic insecurities have been making me a bit hostile today?
i'm at the point where i no longer want to call myself an artist....
i found mysefl looking in the dictionary a little while ago to find out whether or not it was literally applicable. unfortunately, i found no relief in seeing the definition; i came to realize that it's way too vague and subjective a definition to find objective truth in it - there's nothing that i struggle with more than objective truth (and the objective truth about it,) i swear. (ok, well, that and my boyfriend's ridiculous POVs - he gets a little bit ridiculous and tries pushing the boundaries of logic sometimes... and on top of that he's stubborn as fuck. unsound statements + stubborness = worst. combo. evwhore. especially when those one of those unsound statements is trying to validate other fallacious statements by claiming to be objectively true. UGH!)
and then we have this (a part of the definition):
well, ok, but then when i looked up 'imagination', this is what i found:
um... ok...???
'creative's a great one too:
draw your own conclusions, and fuck you if you'd planned on telling me that i should go find a different dictionary (unless you have a better one to offer, i guess)
dictionaries fucking suck and subjectivity can be a real pain in the ass as well...but i still love them.
anyway, here you go:
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you know at some point i'll get myself off and hopefully get some rest.
ug...
"i'm at the point where i no longer want to call myself an artist...." You know I have that feeling all the time. It just means your thinking too much
[Edited on Jun 08, 2005 12:26PM]