ilovemaynard

Yeah well i'm having an absolutely horrible day if I do say so myself. I bet you guys 500 dollars you can't beat it. Trust me, on the scale of bad shit mine is near the top. And no it's not some woe-is-me teenage angst bullshit. I'd say it on here but I suppose it would be quite awkward. The only thing keeping me from wanting to crawl into a tiny dark whole for the night is smoking pot and listening to music....vibing i believe is the gay techno kid term. Tonight and technically tommorow just happens to be John and I's day off from each other, yeah I would rather be anywhere than here at the moment. It's amazing how empty I feel without him. I hate to say it because it sounds like a crappy song but i'm lost without him. Ugh. Well.......could be worse right?