"Look Away, Look Away..."
I have this old business card from when I worked at a Software Etc. back in 1993. It has the "to Chad: From Stuart!!" Stuart, what a great time! Big Country was touring and playing all of their classics! My friends Eric and Ed were there, and we talked to them, and drank their beer and asked them about their Delay...
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I have this old business card from when I worked at a Software Etc. back in 1993. It has the "to Chad: From Stuart!!" Stuart, what a great time! Big Country was touring and playing all of their classics! My friends Eric and Ed were there, and we talked to them, and drank their beer and asked them about their Delay...
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"Don't Bring That Weak Shit in Here!"
Ack! I had a really cool date lined up for the city holiday party and she totally flaked or couldn't get off work or some shit. Oh well... I am all moved into the new place now in Sac, so enough about the move, it is OVER!
Ack! I had a really cool date lined up for the city holiday party and she totally flaked or couldn't get off work or some shit. Oh well... I am all moved into the new place now in Sac, so enough about the move, it is OVER!

franandzooey:
Cool skater pic. that you have posted.
"This Must Be Some Kind of Sign!!!"
As some kind of joke, I put in my "crush" section that I had a crush on Kelly from the Java City in Vacaville. Being the shy and respectful type that I am, I never talked to her aside from ordering my lunch every other week or so. Anyway, she is one of those women when I first...
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As some kind of joke, I put in my "crush" section that I had a crush on Kelly from the Java City in Vacaville. Being the shy and respectful type that I am, I never talked to her aside from ordering my lunch every other week or so. Anyway, she is one of those women when I first...
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horrordarling:
i absolutely hate trucker caps.
"Baaaaaack in white!"
Hello everyone! I am all relocated to Sacramento now, have Cable Modem and a bed! Sorry for being such a stranger!
Hello everyone! I am all relocated to Sacramento now, have Cable Modem and a bed! Sorry for being such a stranger!
"It was there that I saw you..."
In my life, there was only one girl that ever left me and still made me feel like we were friends. She tricked me really, I mean, how did she do it? I haven't been left very many times in the grand scheme of things, but it was always by a woman I thought I was in love...
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In my life, there was only one girl that ever left me and still made me feel like we were friends. She tricked me really, I mean, how did she do it? I haven't been left very many times in the grand scheme of things, but it was always by a woman I thought I was in love...
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horrordarling:
I'm not one who can preach about relationships, but I've got to hand it to you for being honest.
Every relationship I've been in (and there haven't been many) have been long term. I'm talking over two years each time only because I was too afraid of hurting their feelings and probably for the most part of being alone, which is pretty selfish of me. Somehow I managed to sabotage relationships in a twisted way that makes it their fault that it ended. I tell them I want a break, an opportunity to see other people... Something, anything to make a rift in the relationship but never enough is said to end it. I guess I've led guys on. I'm sick, I know but for some reason I can't bring myself to say, "this isn't working out for me." I felt obligated to stay because they wanted to stay. And it's a vicious cycle I go through. If only I had been honest, I would have saved a lot of drama and time.
Honesty sucks when it hurts people, but if it's spoken without malice there's never a reason to regret it.
always wanting what you can't have and not wanting what you already have? what kind of person would i be if it were any other way...
Every relationship I've been in (and there haven't been many) have been long term. I'm talking over two years each time only because I was too afraid of hurting their feelings and probably for the most part of being alone, which is pretty selfish of me. Somehow I managed to sabotage relationships in a twisted way that makes it their fault that it ended. I tell them I want a break, an opportunity to see other people... Something, anything to make a rift in the relationship but never enough is said to end it. I guess I've led guys on. I'm sick, I know but for some reason I can't bring myself to say, "this isn't working out for me." I felt obligated to stay because they wanted to stay. And it's a vicious cycle I go through. If only I had been honest, I would have saved a lot of drama and time.
Honesty sucks when it hurts people, but if it's spoken without malice there's never a reason to regret it.
always wanting what you can't have and not wanting what you already have? what kind of person would i be if it were any other way...
"Mmmm Donut..."
Shit, so I scored the big ZERO points tonight, we lost big, I suck... haha... There was a funny article in the Onion about people and their Blogs. I mean, who reads this stuff anyway? I mean, having neked ladies is one thing but MINE? Nobody...
Well, anyway, I hope everyone is well.

Shit, so I scored the big ZERO points tonight, we lost big, I suck... haha... There was a funny article in the Onion about people and their Blogs. I mean, who reads this stuff anyway? I mean, having neked ladies is one thing but MINE? Nobody...

Well, anyway, I hope everyone is well.
"It's cold outside, it gets so hot in here..."
Hello! Another weekend come and gone. The house is mine, and painting begins Tuesday then some curtains and the big move in the 15th, pretty excited really!
Have been so busy that I don't have much other news except that I got my face in Tony Hawk tonight, ha! Pretty cool!
What is new with everybody...
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Hello! Another weekend come and gone. The house is mine, and painting begins Tuesday then some curtains and the big move in the 15th, pretty excited really!
Have been so busy that I don't have much other news except that I got my face in Tony Hawk tonight, ha! Pretty cool!
What is new with everybody...
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"Never gonna do it without the fez on..."
As Morrissey would say, I am feeling very sick and ill tonight. I have been in and out of doctors appointments for various reasons the past few weeks. I am allergic to everything, plus other shit I don't even want to go into here.
I am moving soon. Anyone want to help? haha...
I erased all of...
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As Morrissey would say, I am feeling very sick and ill tonight. I have been in and out of doctors appointments for various reasons the past few weeks. I am allergic to everything, plus other shit I don't even want to go into here.
I am moving soon. Anyone want to help? haha...
I erased all of...
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horrordarling:
ah, yeah....morissey!
sorry to hear that you're not feeling too well.
i just want to thank you for responding to my journal, it surprises me every time when someone take the time to do that. it may seem like a petty thing, but i really appreciate it.
.x.
p.s. I loved Office Space when i saw it a while back; perhaps it's time to revisit it...
[Edited on Nov 03, 2003 9:19PM]
sorry to hear that you're not feeling too well.

i just want to thank you for responding to my journal, it surprises me every time when someone take the time to do that. it may seem like a petty thing, but i really appreciate it.

.x.
p.s. I loved Office Space when i saw it a while back; perhaps it's time to revisit it...
[Edited on Nov 03, 2003 9:19PM]
T.H.U.G.
Played far too much Tony Hawk Underground tonight! What a fantastic series this is! This is the 4th straight fall of Tony Hawk gaming! Yes, this makes me a huge nerd...
New round of Space Crime started Yesterday! Come on and play, it is free!
Played far too much Tony Hawk Underground tonight! What a fantastic series this is! This is the 4th straight fall of Tony Hawk gaming! Yes, this makes me a huge nerd...

New round of Space Crime started Yesterday! Come on and play, it is free!

Doing the Standing Still
"OhhhWah-ooooo Well the boney was funky, the Watusi's kinda cool, but the problem with all those old dance steps is you had to move..."
Life is in a state of suspended animation for me right now. I can't buy anything because I don't want to buy it, them move it to Sacramento in 3 weeks, plus all my money is tied...
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"OhhhWah-ooooo Well the boney was funky, the Watusi's kinda cool, but the problem with all those old dance steps is you had to move..."
Life is in a state of suspended animation for me right now. I can't buy anything because I don't want to buy it, them move it to Sacramento in 3 weeks, plus all my money is tied...
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greggster:
I have practice that night and early work the next day
You know I havent been able to locate my yearbooks in years.

You know I havent been able to locate my yearbooks in years.
"I wish the world was flat like the old days..."
Hey everyone! Well my game last night went so so... I scored 6 points on 2 three pointers, thus keeping my streak alive at 7 games straight! I had a couple of rebounds and a couple of assists but played crappy defense and our team lost by 14. My body sure feels better now that...
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Hey everyone! Well my game last night went so so... I scored 6 points on 2 three pointers, thus keeping my streak alive at 7 games straight! I had a couple of rebounds and a couple of assists but played crappy defense and our team lost by 14. My body sure feels better now that...
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greggster:
Ok i will be honest I replied before I read your new journal...but I have to say that in case I havent mentioned it..I am starting up an old school country cover band that may end up being punk covers of country tunes combined with Tradional old school country covers and I have already aquired a fantastic guitar player and drummer and many guest guitar players but NO bass players yet....whatta ya say?
horrordarling:
Make me go out, eh? In the public? with people? being social?
How scary! I don't know if i can manage it.
Hmmm...but fish and chips do sound good...
.x.
How scary! I don't know if i can manage it.

Hmmm...but fish and chips do sound good...
.x.
Time to Tip Off!
It's that time of year again, time for the city men's basketball league! My first game is tomorrow night and I have no idea how well I will do. We ran a warmup game last Wednesday and after I got the jitters out I played ok. I am in really bad shape after a summer of mostly video games and less...
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It's that time of year again, time for the city men's basketball league! My first game is tomorrow night and I have no idea how well I will do. We ran a warmup game last Wednesday and after I got the jitters out I played ok. I am in really bad shape after a summer of mostly video games and less...
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horrordarling:
1. Thanks for the birthday well-wishing...
2. Good luck at the game!
3. Congrats on your new home! (green with envy)
.x.
2. Good luck at the game!
3. Congrats on your new home! (green with envy)
.x.

greggster:
whatever happened to the Popealopes (sp) ?
Was it as good for you as it was for me?
hehe.