My heart is broken. It has been several months since my girl left me. I should have gotten over her several times by now. And yet, even as the months wear on, her absence weighs on me like a stone. Now, because I could not control my emotions, I cannot even be her friend. But she didn't want to be my friend anyway. I don't understand, how she could have been so polite to me, so nice, making love to me on the night she broke up with me. I guess its so that she could make her escape, guilt free. She crushed me. And I fear I may never recover.
riese:
I am sorry love but you can't just sit at home and drown yourself. I am hoping you are better by now... considering that several months have passed.