So.. its the begin of the year. I'm gonna start to do a blog every end of the months.
January... fuck you.
Its been a really hard month. So much bad energy's.. but its almost ending.
First off all: It's my day! Im on Front page today. Im really happy for it! Its such a pleasure open the site and see my dumb face in there!
Suicide girls...
3 years ago I never ever think that I would be a model and be in suicide girls.
Since I was 15 I follow the site. at that time I saw the girls and thought "I wish I was as perfect as them." I always thought that a suicide girl is a woman with strength, determination and grit! a woman who does not care about what others think, doesnt care if dont enter the concepts of society, has your opinion above everything and everyone! and I always thought "I wish I could be like that." Today I am happy to call them my colleagues and be a suicide! This Site opened me so many doors, showed me a world that I dont knew or think that exist, and most important of all is wonderful to see so many people support me and like my work! So, a sincere thank you to all of you for making my life better!
Today Im Front page with the set "7 am" shoot by @darryldarko, the men who made me pink years ago!
2011
"Empty Space"
2012
For uk dvd " In the tower"
2013
"Growing Wednesday"
and finally 2014
"7 am"
andddd this year 20 march
"someone else" by gossip!
such a journey!
life:
From money problems to discussion ... this was without doubt the worst month! butt life go on and my head is raised
I discovered that one of my precious loves is really sick. I have my heart broken... do you remember this little amazing creature?
Let me tell you what are the most important things in my all life. My precious dogs. My buddies, my best friends, the only thing that make me happy when I'm sad, the only thing that make me smile and feel that I have to life with my head up because I have them. My world, my life, my everything. This is one of my prince's. He's name is Pluto cause I was really young when I'm had him in my arms and cause I love Pluto I call him that name because he was the most beautiful thing I ever saw. Today I found that my little Prince has a serious disease in his longs and there isn't cure. He can't be operat and he have to take the medicines for the rest of his life.. That is only a few years. A few years?! Why? The only think that I think in this time it's whyyy.. My heart is broken.. I fell a huge empty inside me. Hurts so much. I share this for you cause we all are going to cross our fingers and pray for him. My little baby I promise that I will be here for you and this last years of your life will be fantastic for you. I love you with all my strength, with all my soul! You're everything to me <3
days and nights
myself
My loves cause we all celebrate my front page I put all my print's in 9 euros / 12 dolares in my ETSY :) <3
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with all the love,
your Illusion
