illuminatus

Weird day today.

First off, the good news...

The trim around the doors, floor, and the shelf signify the completion of Project Mancave. All that's left is decoration and furniture, but construction is completely done. Figured out we spent 5000 dollars on materials for the basement and 2600 for the rest of the house. Just the ability to sit back and breathe knowing I have actually done it, my first construction experience ever, feels great.

Bad news time.

I got my travel information. This Sunday, the 11th, I will be flying out of here. One week of processing in Houston and then off to Iraq, again. The time has come, and I cannot act like I wasn't expecting it. There's just a huge emotional difference between knowing, and seeing the actual tickets.

Even worse news.

The whole point of working overseas is so put away enough money to open our business, me and my partner, who is currently over there now. Between the two of us, should be relatively easy. Except, he emailed me today saying that he was coming back, and he couldn't continue to be away. Therefore, I am now attempting to make a business all alone. Fuck.

Goodbye SG, good luck to all you hopefuls, keep doing awesome things models. SG Central PA, maybe one day we will all be able to have an awesome get together, shame it probably won't be IN central PA lol. I know, friends, that I have not been entirely active the past few months, and I apologize. Thanks to those of you who have been commenting on my blogs and giving words of wisdom and advice. Thank to all who were present for my breakdown and depression, the time spent in and out of therapy appointments and the random rants and crazed, delusional writings of myself.

Thanks Chrysis, for being not only the coolest member on site, but for actually talking to me after everything. Good luck in your new home, say hi to Ratty for me, and happy birthday.

Thanks Pyromethious for being the coolest, and practically only guy to talk to me on here. lol

Thanks Zoos, and the good number of no-longer-members whom I have met. We all had some good times!

Not sure if I'll have internet access out there, depending on where I go. Some places that may have access may have blocked content, and let's face it, this place isn't exactly PG-13. I'll return when I can, and I'll come home better than I have ever been in my life.

Take care!