so fuck editing. no one wants to hear my words tonight, so be it, ill still say them, just venting, of course.
liz: theres nothing here, and not just because you used to be with my best friend, i just dont feel for you that way, something i have told you a number of times. so drop it, and let things just fucking be.
tara: im personally completely sick of being your little fall back person. whenever you feel like your being ignored by your fiance, you come to me. im tired, i hate it, and cut it the fuck out. im not going to come sleep with you, and your entirely immature for getting pissed at your fiance for watching porn, yet texting me late at night wishing we could physically be together. im half a step from telling you to fuck off for good.
chris: get your fucking head out of your ass. can you not see how your fucking your life over? youve already gotten demoted, lost your family, and all your true friends have turned away from you. ive tried helping you, ive tried pointing you in the right direction, and im sick of it. im tired of trying to help you constantly, and you just ignoring it all the time. im sorry to tell you, i can no longer be there for you. i have done everything i could, and your still not holding your own on the rope.
most kids in my school: is it really that fucking hard to shut the fuck up? im paying a SHIT load of money to go to school, and so are you, and you want to spend all that money on talking about stupid shit? if you really wanna do that, text your fucking neighbor, im trying to listen and learn shit.
ray: holy good god fucking shit. you can stop talking to me like a friend from now on. how fucking dare you claim ptsd when you havent spent a fucking minute in the war zone. sitting there trying to compare your history with mine, talking about how things are hard in the army when you never fucking left the states. fuck you. that shit is not a fucking joke, and i hope what you saw from me today well help you see that.
sorry to those who read this disappointed in my words for the night, sorry for anyone who is judging me by these words. sorry to anyone i ever unintentionally offend, but these are my thoughts. take them as they are.
be who you are and say how you feel, because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind.
UNRELATED EDIT:
you know whats funny? decades from now i could end up lying in a hospital bed, staring at the machines to see my heart rate and blood pressure, watching re-runs of soaps from the mid 90's, alone and depressed thinking to myself "why did i smoke all those cigarettes?" and the true irony is that the answer is i smoked them BECAUSE i was alone and depressed.
liz: theres nothing here, and not just because you used to be with my best friend, i just dont feel for you that way, something i have told you a number of times. so drop it, and let things just fucking be.
tara: im personally completely sick of being your little fall back person. whenever you feel like your being ignored by your fiance, you come to me. im tired, i hate it, and cut it the fuck out. im not going to come sleep with you, and your entirely immature for getting pissed at your fiance for watching porn, yet texting me late at night wishing we could physically be together. im half a step from telling you to fuck off for good.
chris: get your fucking head out of your ass. can you not see how your fucking your life over? youve already gotten demoted, lost your family, and all your true friends have turned away from you. ive tried helping you, ive tried pointing you in the right direction, and im sick of it. im tired of trying to help you constantly, and you just ignoring it all the time. im sorry to tell you, i can no longer be there for you. i have done everything i could, and your still not holding your own on the rope.
most kids in my school: is it really that fucking hard to shut the fuck up? im paying a SHIT load of money to go to school, and so are you, and you want to spend all that money on talking about stupid shit? if you really wanna do that, text your fucking neighbor, im trying to listen and learn shit.
ray: holy good god fucking shit. you can stop talking to me like a friend from now on. how fucking dare you claim ptsd when you havent spent a fucking minute in the war zone. sitting there trying to compare your history with mine, talking about how things are hard in the army when you never fucking left the states. fuck you. that shit is not a fucking joke, and i hope what you saw from me today well help you see that.
sorry to those who read this disappointed in my words for the night, sorry for anyone who is judging me by these words. sorry to anyone i ever unintentionally offend, but these are my thoughts. take them as they are.
be who you are and say how you feel, because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind.
UNRELATED EDIT:
you know whats funny? decades from now i could end up lying in a hospital bed, staring at the machines to see my heart rate and blood pressure, watching re-runs of soaps from the mid 90's, alone and depressed thinking to myself "why did i smoke all those cigarettes?" and the true irony is that the answer is i smoked them BECAUSE i was alone and depressed.
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chrysis:
Yeeahh, okay. I owe you a picture. :/
chrysis:
More what I was referring to, yes. And that snow one is outdated -- '09 doesn't count.