illmaticdove

Why?

Today I read my horoscope and it was on point. Not that you guys care what my horoscope says but my mouth dropped when I read this.

"You are a highly emotional person, and tend to be rather easily swayed by the emotional state of your partner. For you, life and love are both subjective, almost abstract experiences; you may feel as though there is no hard line between right and wrong because you have such ready compassion. For example, where others might draw a hard line at infidelity in a relationship, you might be less likely to end a relationship over such an infraction because you are more likely to be able to understand the impulses behind such action"

"This kind of compassion and emotional communication is a gift for your lover, but for you can be quite confusing to say the least. If your lover is depressed, you are depressed. If your lover is irritable, you feel guilty and apologetic."

"You are likely, in fact, to be drawn to romantic partners who are moody, whose emotional lives are something of a roller coaster. You are easily drawn in to others' tales of sorrow and hardship and your instinct is to nurture them back to a place of contentment and stability -- even at your own expense. You may have established a pattern of relationships in which you were the nurturer and your lover was the taker, who neglected your emotional needs in their pursuit of satisfying their own."

I guess this is why I always end up where I am today. I give everything I got when it comes to relationships, and friendships. Then when they get fucked up. I have to take a step away to find myself. Does this make me a push over? I think not, and even though I question why I do this, I wouldn't change this about me.

So, I guess I will just keep being me and maybe love and happiness will come in a healthy way, if I would let it.

Best to everyone