illmadeknight

However big my achievement is it feels as if I am running from failure.
And should it catch me how farther back will i go how far down will I fall?
Though is it known as success if it is just something you must endure?
Or should my achievement be void and not mean anything at all?

Deploying on Monday wish me luck ladies

Started watching a new show Viking!!! It's so badass killing sex fighting awesome!!! The most recent episode I saw they killed a whole group of monks lol not even a second thought on the matter either!!

However big my achievement it feels as if I am running from failure.
And should it catch me how farther down will I fall?
Though is it success if it is just something you must endure?
Or should my achievement not be what they are at all?

I started driving down to Texas to see my family last night. I decided to drive cause tickets cost 600 for a one way trip. It would be fiscally cheaper to drive regardless I wanted to see my family after being gone for so long. Sad thing though passing Montgomery I don't know what happen if it's the oil pump or the engine but my...
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The warrior skin I wear hides the tremble of fear in my heart.
My core is cold and the thread of my fate has come apart.
As my being comes out of sync the solution comes, picture in mind.
You are my beauty a force of destruction a love so divine.
Fear I never see your face but always in the distance wish for you....
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I find every day I'm in the military tests my patience and humbles me.

Just did a 4 mile ruck march with 60lbs. The route was ridiculous but it was a great workout.

On a different note my soldier got bad news she can't deploy. She is going through a harder situation than I can imagine. My prayers are with her. Hope she gets better.

I find today I feel like talking more than I usually do but only to certain people but who they are I dont know. Lol isnt that quite weird.

On a different note things have been going smoothly with the pre deployment. We as a group have had our issues about leave but the closer we get to pre deployment leave the more certain it...
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Good news if everything goes smoothly I can see home before I go.