After going for a few pints at the pub up the street from me, I wound up in St. Catherines with my roommate at her old place with her old boyfriend of sorts.
As I sit here with a lit cigarette in my mouth, I can only think about how depressed I am.
I had a relatively good time back in Brantford with my friends.. unfortunately I couldn't communicate with the one person I really would have loved to.
For about the umpteenth fucking time (yay, math) I have begun rebuilding my life.
This time it's not going to be as rough, granted, as I've got enough cash to last me for a while, a place to live and i'm still actually in school. All relatively good things.
Heading back into brantford this weekend for some birthday related stuff with my old crew. Much... Read More
Ever get the feeling that if you suddenly paused your life... some old guy from the south would suddenly do a voice over in the background about how you're all in a "heap o' trouble"?
maybe...,but have you ever felt so much like shit you dont even know what the fuck to do?I mean ...Do you just kill yourself,or what?!?! God I hate that feeling...
Went down to the NoVA/MD area last week to see my friends band play, the insanity of it all was beyond being off the hook.
After a 15 hour trip that involved spinning out on the highway at 75 miles an hour, a snowstorm, freezing rain storm, blowing out a tire, getting hit in a... Read More
I had been up for roughly 48 hours yesterday after I was done work (with a couple of exams thrown in for fun) and decided to lay down, around noon, for a couple hours before going to see Bowling for Columbine last night..
damn you should see what the web page looks like here, its wiggity whack!! something threw it all outta allignment... damn 24 hours?? musta been a nice rest.... hope you get another chance to see bowling for columbine, its hella good...
Work tonight, but not before a (manditory) staff meeting at 7pm tonight till 9, work ends at 8am and then i have a math exam at 8am ... then english at noon.
this isn't counting access, I.T. and a varied array of other crap
plus work
not to mention added stress that someone i considered to be my best... Read More