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i have this total mental block kind of thing that seems to keep me from doing, well, anything. Come up with an idea, spend 30 minutes figuring out why I shouldn't do it, rinse, repeat.

Add in total madhouse levels ADD, and I end up sitting front of my laptop typing this.

I guess it is all based around fear. Fear of rejection, fear of making people unhappy, fear of failing at every little thing I do, etc etc.

Its no longer just gotten old. But, I guess at least I am able to see it for what it is. And I am getting to a point where I can see what I am doing. I just need to get out of the habit I guess? I don't know.

Less drinking more doing? lol

Photos I took at the Fontana NASCAR event.

So, wish me luck or something I guess. lol