90 minutes of driving and 8 hours of computer work make me not want to edit at night. I need to get the swing of it all again.
But mostly I am not at ALL happy with my lighting. I really need to just sit myself in front of my lights and try to figure this shit out. I just can't light people. Maybe I am trying to do the wrong thing with the wrong tools. I don't know, but I sure am getting frustrated with it. Not "I give up" frustrated jsut "I don't know what I am doing and I need to put REAL effort into this" frustrated. I need to read more, study more, try more. I just am a giant spaz and have a hard time concentrating.
I know I will have it click eventually, its just frustrating that it hasn't yet!
But mostly I am not at ALL happy with my lighting. I really need to just sit myself in front of my lights and try to figure this shit out. I just can't light people. Maybe I am trying to do the wrong thing with the wrong tools. I don't know, but I sure am getting frustrated with it. Not "I give up" frustrated jsut "I don't know what I am doing and I need to put REAL effort into this" frustrated. I need to read more, study more, try more. I just am a giant spaz and have a hard time concentrating.
I know I will have it click eventually, its just frustrating that it hasn't yet!