For a year and 3 months I have been sick.. Some days good, Some days bad but so far neverending....
I'm now taking a bag full of meds and am I any better??? NO. I get some new meds from the doc yesterday and took them today.. What did they do.. Make me 95% worse then I already was.. I went to another doc today and he gave me more new meds so who knows what tomorrow will bring..
For as strong as everyone says I am and seems to think I am.. I am not handling this well. One thing I feel for sure is that a person can go only so long like this without some sort of relief or pain management or something..
I'm trying everything I know how to get myself better but I can't afford all the doctors and medicines, This sickness has made me unable to work for the most part so I can't afford to continue to be sick so much..
Side effects ever notice that alot of meds have side effects just as bad as what you are taking it for..What the hell is that all about..it's like a pick and choose what problem you are willing to live with..
So anyways things seem to keep getting worse rather then better.. I never imagined in a million years all this would have landed on me like it has..So you guys just have to understand that life has managed to get in the way of me being around as much and posting the updates that I promise..
Reading back through this blog I feel like i'm just complaining and should save you guys the reading and scrap it.. But I won't cause I want to be honest bout whats up with me..even if thats not always positive..
Thanks for being the coolest people I know.
-I
I'm now taking a bag full of meds and am I any better??? NO. I get some new meds from the doc yesterday and took them today.. What did they do.. Make me 95% worse then I already was.. I went to another doc today and he gave me more new meds so who knows what tomorrow will bring..
For as strong as everyone says I am and seems to think I am.. I am not handling this well. One thing I feel for sure is that a person can go only so long like this without some sort of relief or pain management or something..
I'm trying everything I know how to get myself better but I can't afford all the doctors and medicines, This sickness has made me unable to work for the most part so I can't afford to continue to be sick so much..
Side effects ever notice that alot of meds have side effects just as bad as what you are taking it for..What the hell is that all about..it's like a pick and choose what problem you are willing to live with..
So anyways things seem to keep getting worse rather then better.. I never imagined in a million years all this would have landed on me like it has..So you guys just have to understand that life has managed to get in the way of me being around as much and posting the updates that I promise..
Reading back through this blog I feel like i'm just complaining and should save you guys the reading and scrap it.. But I won't cause I want to be honest bout whats up with me..even if thats not always positive..
Thanks for being the coolest people I know.
-I
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You have my number, darling. If ever there was a person who knows what you're going through, I am one of them. I respect that you don't do the phone thing, so drop me a PM or text me. We'll get you through this. Don't you worry about that. Every last one of us is rooting for you, and you have an awesome man in your corner as well that is also going to see to that, I'm certain.