... So I had her bent over the table right? Then her roommate walked in. You know the hot one with the big-
Oh sorry didn't see you standing there. Let me clean up a couple things while I welcome you to another episode of...
Random thoughts
you wouldnt believe the stuff people have been saying behind my back lately.
fav journals to read or reread: leeh is always so insightful and honest. i love people i identify with. Gracye
I got leeh's book/ manuscript in the mail. I love it. It's everything I like in a story/ book/ movie: credible characters and situations, a full range of emotions, good dialogue, and things that make you think about your own life and the world." cheech
you're unique, an individual, interesting, someone to be admired Kinkerbelle_69
and lets not forget Jule who makes me all discombobulated without saying a word.
So answer me this: why is it that I seem to dwell on the people that never answer my comments?
I think the first person to tell you that youre beautiful is the person who will have the biggest effect on your self image. Im not going to explain that, youll just have to figure it out on your own. But I will say this. Never wait too long to tell someone they are beautiful or else theyll end up like me.
Things id like to say about myself that you can take literally, metaphorically or any way you want: Every time I take a step Im always afraid Ill fall. Nothing pleases me more than pleasing someone else. I have so much built up inside me and all I want is someone to give it to.
Something that is making me really excited right now. Her name is also on the marquee right after hers. Im probably more excited than she is. 1)
... dont make me say it. 2) I havent seen her perform since the first time. 3) I love me some Etta James
I think that Leeh is going to be the only one of us to do anything with his life. This is what me sister told my mom a few months ago. I dont know what to do with that statement. My mother just hung her head.
In response to Jule and FlipMuhPina response to my use of the N word in my and the winner is... journal I made up a little cheer. (saying it with a valley girl accent makes it funnier) its entitled.
Nigger
Say it loud, its OK
Just subtract er and add an A
But dont forget to make the switch
Or youll be beaten like a bitch
it used to be taboo to say
but hip hop made it A-OK
be latino or an asian
but be careful if you're Caucasian
Someone told me I had big dreams. I dont know of any other kind.
A friend of mine was telling me about someone that theyve known for 15 years. I have no idea what that feels like. I havent know anyone (outside of family) for more than 4. Ive been at my present residence for 2 years. thats the longest Ive had one address in the past 7 years. I tend to treat every relationship, every job, even my life like I wont be here long. Like Im just a stranger passing through.
tee hee
people tend to only remember the last thing they read so Ill leave you with one of my first journals. Way back in august. This was before my extremely long journal phase:
8:00 p.m.- A new reality show; Who Wants To Marry Jennifer Lopez?
The banking accounts of over 1 million men have been thoroughly searched. The top 100 names will be put into a hat. The ten pulled names will then go on to buy her expensive gifts and kiss her posterior out of obscurity. MUST SEE!
9:00 p.m.- Sunday night move event; Black Dudes staring the Olson Twins as FBI agents who have to go under cover into a prison as African-American Males to solve the murder of their former partner Tyrone Washington. Also stars Snoop Dogg as "Swizzle Stick" the reformed pimp turned preacher.
11:00 p.m. Round table discussion "Why the Fuck Are We Still Here?" With Carson Daily, Carrot Top, and William Hung. With special musical guest limp bizkit.
FOX TV: We're not even trying anymore.
I just reread this and it seemed really short to me. I have so much more to say. Ah well.
until next time...

Random thoughts
you wouldnt believe the stuff people have been saying behind my back lately.
fav journals to read or reread: leeh is always so insightful and honest. i love people i identify with. Gracye
I got leeh's book/ manuscript in the mail. I love it. It's everything I like in a story/ book/ movie: credible characters and situations, a full range of emotions, good dialogue, and things that make you think about your own life and the world." cheech
you're unique, an individual, interesting, someone to be admired Kinkerbelle_69
and lets not forget Jule who makes me all discombobulated without saying a word.
So answer me this: why is it that I seem to dwell on the people that never answer my comments?
I think the first person to tell you that youre beautiful is the person who will have the biggest effect on your self image. Im not going to explain that, youll just have to figure it out on your own. But I will say this. Never wait too long to tell someone they are beautiful or else theyll end up like me.
Things id like to say about myself that you can take literally, metaphorically or any way you want: Every time I take a step Im always afraid Ill fall. Nothing pleases me more than pleasing someone else. I have so much built up inside me and all I want is someone to give it to.
Something that is making me really excited right now. Her name is also on the marquee right after hers. Im probably more excited than she is. 1)

I think that Leeh is going to be the only one of us to do anything with his life. This is what me sister told my mom a few months ago. I dont know what to do with that statement. My mother just hung her head.
In response to Jule and FlipMuhPina response to my use of the N word in my and the winner is... journal I made up a little cheer. (saying it with a valley girl accent makes it funnier) its entitled.
Nigger
Say it loud, its OK
Just subtract er and add an A
But dont forget to make the switch
Or youll be beaten like a bitch
it used to be taboo to say
but hip hop made it A-OK
be latino or an asian
but be careful if you're Caucasian

Someone told me I had big dreams. I dont know of any other kind.
A friend of mine was telling me about someone that theyve known for 15 years. I have no idea what that feels like. I havent know anyone (outside of family) for more than 4. Ive been at my present residence for 2 years. thats the longest Ive had one address in the past 7 years. I tend to treat every relationship, every job, even my life like I wont be here long. Like Im just a stranger passing through.
tee hee
people tend to only remember the last thing they read so Ill leave you with one of my first journals. Way back in august. This was before my extremely long journal phase:
8:00 p.m.- A new reality show; Who Wants To Marry Jennifer Lopez?
The banking accounts of over 1 million men have been thoroughly searched. The top 100 names will be put into a hat. The ten pulled names will then go on to buy her expensive gifts and kiss her posterior out of obscurity. MUST SEE!
9:00 p.m.- Sunday night move event; Black Dudes staring the Olson Twins as FBI agents who have to go under cover into a prison as African-American Males to solve the murder of their former partner Tyrone Washington. Also stars Snoop Dogg as "Swizzle Stick" the reformed pimp turned preacher.
11:00 p.m. Round table discussion "Why the Fuck Are We Still Here?" With Carson Daily, Carrot Top, and William Hung. With special musical guest limp bizkit.
FOX TV: We're not even trying anymore.
I just reread this and it seemed really short to me. I have so much more to say. Ah well.
until next time...
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::sneeze:: i want to leave here. =) how are you?
Just subtract er and add an A
But dont forget to make the switch
Or youll be beaten like a bitch
it used to be taboo to say
but hip hop made it A-OK
be latino or an asian
but be careful if you're Caucasian
I love that.