Open? LetHer (In)
I want to make this as anti dramatic as possible. I would just like to know why we dont talk anymore. Or rather why you dont talk to me. I know Ive only known you for a microsecond but I felt like I met a friend when I met you. Someone who made me feel comfortable. Someone who if we lived in the same city (Or even the same state) I would definitely hang out with. Someone who if I had two dollars in my pocket Id do my best to get them three if they asked for it. Someone like me.
If you were some random chick I talked to a couple of times a week this wouldnt be a big deal. But going from everyday to never is a big jump.
Im just going to say it: I miss you. (Oh my God! I cant believe I just admitted that!)
Im not heartbroken or suicidal or anything. I know you have a life outside of this one. To quote two really crappy songs My achy breacky heart will go on.
I just want to know whats going on. If there is something going on in your life thats causing this, thats cool. Id like to know about it if I could. If its me or something I said thats bringing this about. Thats not cool and I would really like to know about it.
I understand that you dont owe me anything. Im not even sure if I deserve an explanation. And I certainly dont want to guilt trip you into talking to me. All i know is that I feel better about life knowing that someone like you exist. Ill defiantly be OK without you but life would be a little cooler with.
To quote a really good song I don't care where we go/ I don't care what we do/ I don't care pretty baby/ Just take me with u (Purple Rain (20th Anniversary Edition) in stores now!)
In two days I will return with something (slightly) more uplifting. I haven't been feeling very well lately. Ive been working WAY too much. If I do get a chance to sleep, I cant seem to sleep for more that four hours at a time. My appetite has been really suppressed lately. Im looking skinnier than usual. (Im only 135 lb.) Eating Disorder? Wouldnt be the first time.
I sincerely wish I wasnt such a puss. Be good to each other.
You are dismissed.
P.S. I debated all day about the title. I was afraid no one would get it.
I want to make this as anti dramatic as possible. I would just like to know why we dont talk anymore. Or rather why you dont talk to me. I know Ive only known you for a microsecond but I felt like I met a friend when I met you. Someone who made me feel comfortable. Someone who if we lived in the same city (Or even the same state) I would definitely hang out with. Someone who if I had two dollars in my pocket Id do my best to get them three if they asked for it. Someone like me.
If you were some random chick I talked to a couple of times a week this wouldnt be a big deal. But going from everyday to never is a big jump.
Im just going to say it: I miss you. (Oh my God! I cant believe I just admitted that!)

Im not heartbroken or suicidal or anything. I know you have a life outside of this one. To quote two really crappy songs My achy breacky heart will go on.
I just want to know whats going on. If there is something going on in your life thats causing this, thats cool. Id like to know about it if I could. If its me or something I said thats bringing this about. Thats not cool and I would really like to know about it.
I understand that you dont owe me anything. Im not even sure if I deserve an explanation. And I certainly dont want to guilt trip you into talking to me. All i know is that I feel better about life knowing that someone like you exist. Ill defiantly be OK without you but life would be a little cooler with.
To quote a really good song I don't care where we go/ I don't care what we do/ I don't care pretty baby/ Just take me with u (Purple Rain (20th Anniversary Edition) in stores now!)
In two days I will return with something (slightly) more uplifting. I haven't been feeling very well lately. Ive been working WAY too much. If I do get a chance to sleep, I cant seem to sleep for more that four hours at a time. My appetite has been really suppressed lately. Im looking skinnier than usual. (Im only 135 lb.) Eating Disorder? Wouldnt be the first time.
I sincerely wish I wasnt such a puss. Be good to each other.
You are dismissed.
P.S. I debated all day about the title. I was afraid no one would get it.
why aren't you well?
i'm not too well myself.
I wasn't trying to sound "lad"-ish in my last Comment. I just was/am hella jealous at your all-lady list.
Prince- I need to get his B-sides. I had/have "She's Always in My Hair" and "17 Days" n such mega-on-the-brain. I wonder if the 12' extended singles/B-sides are on CD. The one of "Eye Wish U Heaven" has the craziest rap: "sister ugly/ that's the truth/ eat pizza in the backyard/ sleep on the roof." I swear that's what he says. Maybe it's "get busy in the backyard," but I really think I'm right.