I wasnt suppose to make it past 25/ jokes on you Im still alive
A non-clever journal, that doesnt sound like you.
I dont feel much like myself right now.
Why not?
Here goes...
This holiday season was really weird. This season usually passes me by without me batting an eye. I just keep my heard down and let everyone spread their holiday cheer. This...
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A non-clever journal, that doesnt sound like you.
I dont feel much like myself right now.
Why not?
Here goes...
This holiday season was really weird. This season usually passes me by without me batting an eye. I just keep my heard down and let everyone spread their holiday cheer. This...
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"So this is the new year.
And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance.
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on...
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And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance.
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on...
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jill:
hey!!! dont be mean 
i really am thinking about it.
i have ot have my debt to my family paid off before i move
that's the only thing keeping me here untill then!!!
i really am thinking about it.
i have ot have my debt to my family paid off before i move
that's the only thing keeping me here untill then!!!
clearlii:
I don't think you're wierd. I'm considering getting a wall poster of Laetitia Casta.. in my book, she's the most beautiful woman on earth.. and a large part of that has to do with the energy she radiates.
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flipmuhpina:
Happy Birthday!
Read your email.
Read your email.
egon:
happy birthday there!
R.I.P. To Reggie White and all the victims of the Tsunami in Asia
Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon,
I never said I wouldn't update. I just said It wouldn't be "clever". Im still around.
Christmas Eve I was suppose to hang out...
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Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon, Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon,
I never said I wouldn't update. I just said It wouldn't be "clever". Im still around.
Christmas Eve I was suppose to hang out...
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kinkerbelle:
Ah, you like Cibo Matto? 
I sent a friend request, again. 
I sent a friend request, again. 
nicolelee:
hell-LO! 
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cheech:
I can relate
vlo:
why does everything fall apart at once? cuz somehow it proves how strong we are. to whom or to what i have no idea..maybe jsut ourselves. i somehow just keep thinkg of how carlos has not called me in almost two months*she cries* when does that hurt go away? paul has been calling me more since he closed the shop for three days. he is taking meout the weekend of my bday. work is just work and they try to fuck us out of our bonus more and more. uugghh... faith my baby lets keep it ...
why does everything fall apart at once? cuz somehow it proves how strong we are. to whom or to what i have no idea..maybe jsut ourselves. i somehow just keep thinkg of how carlos has not called me in almost two months*she cries* when does that hurt go away? paul has been calling me more since he closed the shop for three days. he is taking meout the weekend of my bday. work is just work and they try to fuck us out of our bonus more and more. uugghh... faith my baby lets keep it ...
il_brutto:
surroundings
il_brutto:
everyday life
il_brutto:
pictures I shouldn't have
Abbreviated Timeline:
Birth:
Umbilical cord's wrapped around my neck
I'm seeing' my death and I ain't even took my first step
I made it out, I'm bringing' mad joy
The doctor looked and said, "He's gonna be a Bad Boy"
R.I.P. to Chris. (Wallace and Rios)
Age 1-12:
When I was a young man I had stars in my eyes/ You couldnt tell if it...
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Birth:
Umbilical cord's wrapped around my neck
I'm seeing' my death and I ain't even took my first step
I made it out, I'm bringing' mad joy
The doctor looked and said, "He's gonna be a Bad Boy"
R.I.P. to Chris. (Wallace and Rios)
Age 1-12:
When I was a young man I had stars in my eyes/ You couldnt tell if it...
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flipmuhpina:
Yes. Let Nala's legacy live on here...
jizzikah:
thanks. she really is a cutie...looks and attitude wise too. she's a handful!!!
This just in: Fat kids love cake. (Even More Random thoughts)
R.I.P. To Dimebag Darrell and all the other victims.
Either you guys:
a. were really busy last week
b. dont love me anymore
c. think Im a sucky writer and shouldnt quit my day job
or maybe Im just spoiled.
In 81 remember the night, I covered myself with baby powder so my black...
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R.I.P. To Dimebag Darrell and all the other victims.
Either you guys:
a. were really busy last week
b. dont love me anymore
c. think Im a sucky writer and shouldnt quit my day job
or maybe Im just spoiled.
In 81 remember the night, I covered myself with baby powder so my black...
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flipmuhpina:
Your welcome. Oh, they might charge you to buy a box, so if you have your own make sure to use that. LOL
You are now tuned in to the Muh-fucking Greatest! (Best rapper alive... Part 2)
: As I write my latest addition to describe how Ill feeling
all i can manage to do is lay on my back and stare at the ceiling
wondering when the fuck am I gonna break out of this cell?
a living Hell
but Im living a happy life as far...
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: As I write my latest addition to describe how Ill feeling
all i can manage to do is lay on my back and stare at the ceiling
wondering when the fuck am I gonna break out of this cell?
a living Hell
but Im living a happy life as far...
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jill:
i was just making sure
i missed u
i hope things are well with u
i missed u
i hope things are well with u
jule:
.....*sigh*
What do ya know, Im actually going to talk about stuff thats happening in my life as opposed to just rambling about meaningless bullshit. Here goes.
Remember my brother? The one thats getting a divorce but hes not really telling anyone why? Well, I e-mailed him. Not a very long e-mail. About 3 sentences. Pretty much just asking him what was going on. I eluded...
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Remember my brother? The one thats getting a divorce but hes not really telling anyone why? Well, I e-mailed him. Not a very long e-mail. About 3 sentences. Pretty much just asking him what was going on. I eluded...
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sassylass:
i know what you mean about comparmentaling your life for different people and such i do the same thing.it's easier and less stressful i think on all involved.lol..like i'm sure my parents dont want to know i pose nude on the internet,etc..
when i see pic of you i go crosseyed too 
hehe you cutie..meow. 
when i see pic of you i go crosseyed too
hehe you cutie..meow.
jule:
I used to know this boy. He was cute and sweet and we would talk sometimes.
I haven't seen him in a while.
I miss him.
I haven't seen him in a while.
I miss him.
I wanted a certain manuscript for x-mas...but you don't see me complaining
cheer up
At least you made it through your birthday.
Easy to say "feel better" and I know (yes I really truly do know) how you feel. Even if it seems surface the sentiments are honest-I do wish for things to get better for you.
25 huh...
That number for me is 37. I don't think I'll die (although its a very real possibility) I just think something monumental will happen, perhaps it's the same with you? Maybe the internal change that happens will be so big that your old self will die?
It couldn't hurt to assume its something positive.
We're all sad, but at least we aren't alone.
So yeah, I didn't snag your idea. You stole it from me. You just stole it before I could execute it. Thanks for reminding me to update my mods info. Oops
So you're saying you want to stay home and talk to me? Well, where you at?!
You know I know nothing about music, why on earth would I know who any of those people are?
Anyone ever tell you you're damn fine? *Makes out with you*