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hrmmm, what happened to chat?

anyway, lifes busy. everyone is pregnant, or a new parent.....except me. it's really starting to suck....iui #2 failed...only one more to go...then i'm sol....

we're going to church now...it's weird for me...
i'm still trying to decide if i'm going for the right reasons...
but my husband is like...
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mr_rick:
<in my best waitstaff singing voice> happy happy birthday, happy happy birthday; it's your birthday, happy happy birthday!!! smile


rick ARRR!!!


AKA the birthday stalker smile
cunninglinquist:
Happy Birthday kiss
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it's starting to feel like fall, and i'm stoked. it's my favorite, i'm all about long sleeves

this month we have decided to get back on the baby making bandwagon, i get to start f'ing up my entire body makeup in the attempt to bring a little mini-me-and-him into the world.

we're taking my stepson to do crafts at...
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err:
sure ya were wink
cunninglinquist:
you should have spent more time with her, i used to see mine every week and call her at least once a week, in the last 2 years of her life i saw her less and less and then she was gone
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Hey, I'm alive.

It's been like 3 or 4 months since I was on here last... i suck

anyway, i took my boards in june. they sucked my asshole.. i have NEVER felt so awful after taking an exam in my life.

however, some weird twist of fate allowed me to PASS my exam. It took like 6 weeks to get my results...
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cunninglinquist:
congrats, I am alive and kicking
notanemoboy:
congratz girl!
I wish you all the luck in the world getting knocked up. smile
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ahhh, the joys of home ownership...

so, the weather has SUCKED around here lately, tornadoes, flash floods, severe thunder storms, etc etc

anyway, last night, it pours...i mean POURS the rain. i walk downstairs and realize that water is actually coming INTO MY HOUSE under the back door!!! FUCK! So, I venture outside and realize the entire back of my house is flooded, the...
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lunna:
Where are you????

kiss love
cunninglinquist:
I hope thjngs are OK, we haven't heard from you in a few months.
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i hate stress.

i hate tests.

i hate working for a living.

i like making things grow.

i like garlic bread.

that's it for now.
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cunninglinquist:
agree
agree
agree
i have a black thumb
so do I and haven't had any in at least 8 weeks, how long I have been on Atkins
Weight comes off slower than it goes on
faithless000:
hope the tests at least point you to a solution.
sorry i haven't been around, been a bit... distracted.
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well, my review class up at Notre DAme was actually really good, the teacher rocked and taught me about 3 years worth of information in 2 10 hour days. WOOT WOOT.

Now i'm in totally stress study mode. I took today off of work as a study day. but, of course, haven't started studying yet. oh well.

how are all my friends doing...
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cunninglinquist:
sorry your not pregnant, but we know you are practicing until you get it right smile
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okay, my last journal entry was misleading. i'm NOT pregnant. But desperately want to be.

It's a whole long sordid story. But, basically, hubby and i have been married for nearly 3 years. and have basically been trying to get pregnant the whole time.

I've had lots of tests and stuff in thel ast year. and we've started fertility treatments

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faithless000:
hey, where've you been?
sucks about the fertility.
supposed to isn't what i'd say about it tho.
i say: "fuck you, biological imperatives." ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
lunna:
Hi Sweetheart. I know how that goes. Truth is I didn't want to ever have kids. Then I had 4 pee on stick tests and one blood test all say I was pregnant. I was actually happy. Very happy and I never knew that I wanted to be in that situation. One week later and another blood test and a few other tests showed I wasn't. It was an effect on my hormones from all my meds. It crushed me and for awhile I didn't say much. I couldn't I was sad. Then, I realized that planning to be pregnant down the line is way better then having one now. Take care doll and stay strong!
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Wow, I haven't been on here in for ev ah!

I've been too busy with work, studying, and having my body poked, prodded, filmed and drugged.

Another procedure tomorrow. WOOT WOOT. When I finally have this baby, it's gonna OWE me big time!

haha

Anyway, Months are just like flying by, it's scary really. Seems like christmas was just a few...
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faelynia:

kiss

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lunna:
I didn't even know you were pregnant!
Wow, that's awesome honey. Take care and I'll talk to you soon!
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Well, I'm totally healed from my surgery, just now have a few new scars to add to my collection...wooopeeeee.

I guess my insides were pretty messed up. But the doc took care of most of it. It's amazing that you can have stuff growing inside of you and stuff blocked and not feel a thing....weird weird

my sister in law and...
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notanemoboy:
dude what surgery is this?
un wow
deceptiviewfilm:
glad your feeling better. Hope the recovery goes well.
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Well, I had surgery yesterday. Wasn't TOO bad, I woke up at the hospital, they sent me home, i puked, my sweetie of a hubby walked to the pharmacy to get my drugs, then he came home and spoon fed me, then I slept for about 24 hours. I feel ok today. Just kinda drugged and like i did about 5 bazillion situps while...
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lunna:
Thank You for being a great friend!
faithless000:
goooooo hubby
hope you feel better soon
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well, well, well,

today, i put ANOTHER coat of paint on the walls in my husbands bathroom, he picked the most hideous color, i'll have to take a picture when it's done.

work just irritates the shit outta me lately. It actually makes me kinda glad that i'm having surgery next week..just to get the time off of work.

that's...
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quasi_sean:
just stopped by to say hello, and wish I could paint rather than do my crappy job at this point... smile
faelynia:
ug.. surgery?!
i will keep you in my thoughts for y'r surgery to go well...
kiss
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