Two days of playing Pathfinder has staved off the depression that had me in its grips for the better part of the week, but whenever it is over it leaves me feeling drained and exhausted. It is like a sugar high. It feels fantastic when I am on it and when it is over I feel less for the lack of it. Today wasn't as bad as yesterday, though it is probably because yesterday I was operating on minimal sleep and stayed up pretty late. Plan is to play again next weekend and keep going.
Sleep is harder these days. I don't know why, but I am not sleeping through the night anymore. I am waking up sore. I am waking up multiple times throughout the night. I take naps throughout the day when I can to try and compensate.
I keep thinking about what Inzema and Q would do in place of the party that is currently playing Pathfinder with me. They are not very into the roleplaying aspect of the game, as is evidenced by names like John Mcpain and Pandathug and Mr. McHalforc, but it is fun nonetheless.