I've managed to be mostly positive for every day for several days now, but right now I am losing the battle and honestly feel like crying for no reason that I can tell. I keep telling myself that things are not hopeless, that I am not worthless, that I will not always be alone, but it feels hollow right now. I think I forgot my meds yesterday, but I am not sure.
Going to try to sleep now. Maybe I will feel better tomorrow.