so I'm in this crappy transitional state of life. all my friends are settling down and I see a few marriages on the horizon. and that's all good and everything but come on. I mean, I'm not so enthused to go out to bars and get completely wasted and destroy everything i see on my way home anymore, but at the same time, sitting around and playing scrabble or spades(or similar card game), sipping beer eating chips and listening to low volume music while making small talk, makes me wanna fucking hurt myself for fun.
I'm not ready to be an ultra mature boring as fuck mutherfucker. and its sad that my friends' (well only one couple in particular) have become them.theres gotta be like some happy medium between destruction and complete boredom. if you know it, help me out pleeeeeaaaassseee!
shit, i just gota call that my friend who was partying at my house on friday night, rolled his car on the way home, he is ok, but still, that's fucked up.
I'm not ready to be an ultra mature boring as fuck mutherfucker. and its sad that my friends' (well only one couple in particular) have become them.theres gotta be like some happy medium between destruction and complete boredom. if you know it, help me out pleeeeeaaaassseee!
shit, i just gota call that my friend who was partying at my house on friday night, rolled his car on the way home, he is ok, but still, that's fucked up.
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i think i've found middle ground between being domestic and being belligerent. though sometimes i just feel exhausted. not even physically, it's just that i get tired of the whole routine. not that i even have a routine i just hate going places where people are stuck in them. it's boring. and sad. life isn't exciting if everything is frenzied. green tea and molotov cocktails, please.
Mack in the E