Saturday Aug 02, 2003

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Man, life has me down. It's almost like that movie groundhogs day, I swear I'm just watching tv all day, then when i go to bed the tape rewinds and plays all over the next day. I need an outlet, someplace i can feel totally comfortable screaming until those veins pop out in my neck and forehead, and letting that scream rip till i choke and drool runs out of my mouth, follow that with a hearty gasping for air insane laugh, oh yeah, just thinking about it makes me feel better.
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winter_____:
You work there, right? (Am I wrong?) I figured you were looking at me funny cause of the kids running around, I didn't realize it was because you knew who I was.

How did you recognize me, anyway? My tattoos weren't showing...
clickbeeptss:
you know what's odd (and i am in NO way trying to trivialize or dilute your situation). i notice this sort of thing happening to almost everyone i talk to at this time of year every year. for real on the real. i am all for the drool, i would really enjoy some sort of outlet at this point but unfortunately all the muck in my life just makes everything charmless, even taking off solo for a weekend or like kicking something.

mediocrity has me down. so does disappointment, twisty ties, and the fact that my budget this month is super tight.

hope you feel better.

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