igordog

Sometimes good, sometimes not so good....

In love with a whole different kinda crazy. I have abandonment issues, she has commitment issues.

I think the only thing in our way is a mutual overwhelming fear of every single aspect about one-another.

I just gotta keep reminding myself that I'm insane... that things aren't quite how I perceive them... That I need to chill and let the world fall down around me.



Speaking of it all crumbling down around me...


I'm meeting with my representation this friday. He wants to talk about galleries again with me.
This meeting is ahead of schedule... last time I saw him, he wanted a series of fifteen before he'd show my package around.
But he told me that he wanted to speak to me about a venue that might be appropriate that just popped up.

As usual, I asked him nothing about it over the phone. I just kinda freeze up when he talks about stuff like that. So I have no idea what to expect...
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