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What a night. I couldn't eat all day yesterday. I just munch on pretzels. It felt like something was sitting there eating away at my stomch the whole day. All I thought of was escape, but nothing engaged me. Then there was M who finally made me eat. M is in love now and really it's good for me...
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- I found an old picture in the pocket of my coat. An old pin-up photograph from mabe the 50's? Who knows exactly. But I had forgotten that it was given to me at last week. I pulled it out at work and was completely surprised. A guilty smile ran all over my face. I'll post it once I straighten it out. It got bent...
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My 95 year old grandmaother is dying. She hasn't been able to recognize me he last few yers. She can't see well enough or hear well enough. It's a ood thing. She's at the point where she wakes up in the middle of the night and asks if Georrge, her husband, is there. George is long gone and she still knows it. She's asking if...
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yesterday was silent yet filled wih playful tensions and understanding. But this morning I am late for work, and I feel like like dropping this exoskeleton and turning to mush right now. what a good time to dig deper. Or maybe just have a cup of coffee.

Sun and dust cloud my
vision, and fill me, mildly,
with happy madness.

I actually like this one. Not bad for a Love Haiku, no? Here's another on the same person:

She had a smile that
kings, princes and other beasts
once fought wars over

Boom!

One wonders why we don't have pop songs like this. But there's no sense in lamenting what isn't there.

Ayumi Hamsaki

INSPIRE

Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive

*No one can live alone
No one can live without love
Though they are matters of course
Now I keenly...
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The visceral beat of desire marches forward in this light air. The silence of myself is like a sign that reads "Don't feed the animal."

I think of M3 and how primed I would be to deal with the symphony in her head. The only expressions it knows are like a monster haolding a sledgehammer in one hand and a knife in the other. She...
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- Today I have felt the "No" of my head give way.
- Inside each of us is not only the knowledge that comes with the apple, but also the knowledge that comes from tasting the supermango.
- I tasted the most beutiful of supermangos two nights ago

Errands to run, - duty, debt, shelter, sustainence and love. It will all be wrapped up in...
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