Or scared little girls trying to be indepenent and hard. But who can't step out of their safe day dream. Did you ever just learn to acceept being human? That you have human needs? That it's okay to go with it, 'cuz you're good enough to handle it if it goes bad - even if it goes really bad? Even the dirt, even when it's deep and wet, even that has value. And "is it worth it?" is just a rationalization 'coz there's only one way to know. Besides, maybe your desire knows something your fear doesn't?
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