In this here silence
I feel the intimacy
of delicate tides
I used to like that. I don't anymore. Strange.
I could say so much, but I am exhausted. I went through a Vinyasa yoga DVD tonigt. If I was going to start being healthy, what possessed me to begin with Vinyasa? It is infinitely more dificult than it was just 2 years ago. At least then I kept up.
Another day on 4 hours of sleep. Another day of steady focus and work. Dead on my feat, yet somehow deadly efficient at the same time. Tomorrow will be the same. I was like that for years once. The ascetic and stoic years. It's good to feel the determination and stubborness without much interferance. Sometimes you need it. But what I really need is to take a day off and to indulge myself.
Good night. I hope to get another 4 hours of sleep and run throug thatVinyasa video again before work. Fat chance of that happening, but I may surprise myself.
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"You gave him your blood -- watered-down." (Tori Amos?)
I feel the intimacy
of delicate tides
I used to like that. I don't anymore. Strange.
I could say so much, but I am exhausted. I went through a Vinyasa yoga DVD tonigt. If I was going to start being healthy, what possessed me to begin with Vinyasa? It is infinitely more dificult than it was just 2 years ago. At least then I kept up.
Another day on 4 hours of sleep. Another day of steady focus and work. Dead on my feat, yet somehow deadly efficient at the same time. Tomorrow will be the same. I was like that for years once. The ascetic and stoic years. It's good to feel the determination and stubborness without much interferance. Sometimes you need it. But what I really need is to take a day off and to indulge myself.
Good night. I hope to get another 4 hours of sleep and run throug thatVinyasa video again before work. Fat chance of that happening, but I may surprise myself.
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"You gave him your blood -- watered-down." (Tori Amos?)