I make predictions for people sometimes. Really they are intuitions about things people are inclined to experience. Some of them seem too specific and too far off in time for it to just be a general intuition. They puzzle me a little.
So far, of the predictions I made for others this year, 3 are true, 1 is 1/2 true, 1 is pending and unknown (Though I suspect, will not happen). What I have not bothered to do is make predictions for myself. I've had the two intuitions, but I never follow them through.
The first is that this will be the year my family (2 p's, 3 b's, 3 s's, 4 n/n's) finds some kind of peace. The events will most lilkely increase to complete chaos before they get better. My grandmother who has been praying for death for 5 years and can no longer see or hear clearly to recognize most of us will pass. We will all be relieved and a bit saddened because she never spoke about her life to us. My brother will perish or persevere. The brother with no serious problems this year will come to recognize reality over his viewpoint. his anxiety will increase. This will be good for him. My sisters will be fine as they always manage to be. My parents will finally by next years end have peace, this will be more difficult for them than the difficulties they have faced.
As for me, I will have the opportunities that I ignored in the past. Notably, 2nd chances are never as rich as the first. I will find no peace except that which comes from complete focus on attaining one's goals. This will be something common and boring by the way. Not a goal of my own other than that it will keep my brain engaged, at least the left half of it. The ensuing loneliness will be tempered but not resolved through antics which may be too much for me if I'm not quick enough (This will involve the right half of my brain -- the dangerous side). This is fine since to have your needs met is to become lazy -- I won't be able to afford that. All of this energy will ease my monetary discomfort somewhat.
Sometime along the path of attaining my goals, within the next 18 months, an opportunity will open and it will imply leaving the goals I have been chasing. I fear this will involve more poverty and intagible rewards than the material indulgences I have yet to experience to my satisfaction -- like owning a bear skin rug (they are the most comfortable things in the world). This opportunity will mean I have to leave Chicago for good. It will in the eyes of some be dramatic and quick but the choice will be simple for me. I don't know what my decision will be though.
For this prediction any part of this prediction not to fall on its ass, I need to: watch my money (for now), watch my health (undo 14 years of reckless indulgences, fear, apathy, and stress), polish the lens on my 40 year old Pentax, get off the internet, and continue to develop and master my force field (my super power).
So far, of the predictions I made for others this year, 3 are true, 1 is 1/2 true, 1 is pending and unknown (Though I suspect, will not happen). What I have not bothered to do is make predictions for myself. I've had the two intuitions, but I never follow them through.
The first is that this will be the year my family (2 p's, 3 b's, 3 s's, 4 n/n's) finds some kind of peace. The events will most lilkely increase to complete chaos before they get better. My grandmother who has been praying for death for 5 years and can no longer see or hear clearly to recognize most of us will pass. We will all be relieved and a bit saddened because she never spoke about her life to us. My brother will perish or persevere. The brother with no serious problems this year will come to recognize reality over his viewpoint. his anxiety will increase. This will be good for him. My sisters will be fine as they always manage to be. My parents will finally by next years end have peace, this will be more difficult for them than the difficulties they have faced.
As for me, I will have the opportunities that I ignored in the past. Notably, 2nd chances are never as rich as the first. I will find no peace except that which comes from complete focus on attaining one's goals. This will be something common and boring by the way. Not a goal of my own other than that it will keep my brain engaged, at least the left half of it. The ensuing loneliness will be tempered but not resolved through antics which may be too much for me if I'm not quick enough (This will involve the right half of my brain -- the dangerous side). This is fine since to have your needs met is to become lazy -- I won't be able to afford that. All of this energy will ease my monetary discomfort somewhat.
Sometime along the path of attaining my goals, within the next 18 months, an opportunity will open and it will imply leaving the goals I have been chasing. I fear this will involve more poverty and intagible rewards than the material indulgences I have yet to experience to my satisfaction -- like owning a bear skin rug (they are the most comfortable things in the world). This opportunity will mean I have to leave Chicago for good. It will in the eyes of some be dramatic and quick but the choice will be simple for me. I don't know what my decision will be though.
For this prediction any part of this prediction not to fall on its ass, I need to: watch my money (for now), watch my health (undo 14 years of reckless indulgences, fear, apathy, and stress), polish the lens on my 40 year old Pentax, get off the internet, and continue to develop and master my force field (my super power).
Your response to my journal entry the other day KILLED me. Wanna be friends??