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So, It feels like some time since I've said anything. I'm socially drained. It doesn't tkae much but between work and the family activities, I'v had my fill of socializing for a little while.

I jumped into my dies table today though. I ran out of rags so I can't seal it yet, which stinks because I just want it done already. And no I...
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I should prolly say that the last post is not my work. It is from various episodes of Twin Peaks. I posted it because, well I just love Annie and Cooper, Almost to a fault. I say "almost" as a good thing. For one, their scenes together are shot in an almost too idyllic manner. It's a soap opera in the end though. But it's...
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COOPER
There's a whole new world out there, Annie. jump in.
(quoting)
"Hear the other side. See the other side."

ANNIE
(recognizing quote, pleased)
St. Augustine. Coffee?

COOPER
You bet.

Annie pours, takes a closer look. Faint doubt amidst his ardor.

ANNIE
Something's troubling you.

COOPER
(surprised)
Yes.

ANNIE
Do you want to talk about it?

COOPER
(after a beat)
I am involved in a...
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ANNIE
I lived in my head, mostly.

COOPER
Not a bad neighborhood.

ANNIE
Well there were some pretty strange neighbors.

Soemone I know once wrote a love poem and used he words "feline fur." I happen to think that was the worst choice of words that could have been used. Not only that it sounds bad, but is uncreative and an indiscriminately used metaphor. Other than that it was a good poem, alhough the ideas flowed like the directions for writing a love poem that...
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Save me a fragment of violent foam / save me a rifle, save a plow for me / and let them place it at my grave / with a red ear of grain from your soil, / that it be known, if there be any doubt, / that I died loving you and you loved me, / and if I did not fight in your...
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Note: yesterday still applies.

-Sometimes one is most naked when wearing a mask.
-What's wrong with her? "She's acting so funny lately. That woman needs a fucking therapist! Her make-up is runny and clumpy and her hair looks like it was cut with a hedge-trimmer! She gets on my nerves soooo much! I mean how old is she anyway!" "Can't you see, she just needs...
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Why did I wake up at 6:15 this morning? And the same yesterday and the day before... Everytime I am clear headed and ready to go... I'm liking it. but I'm not sleeping much and at some point it will catch up with me.

Well, I have to work today (sat.) I am oddly okay with that. It's 4 hours, ... I had something to...
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Wow.. reading over my writing I realize I left too much out and it wwas choppy, The thing is word choice. I was after a tight word choice but I wanted to leave soem things out of what I wrote orginially so it ended up all choppy. except for the last line that wasn't part of what I wrote.... go fig.

Thinking out loud:

There's...
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I've not written anything I feel intimately while in the moments of writing in at least a year. This is a first attempt to do so again. It starts off slow... hmm it seems to end slow to. The whole thing is slow. But it felt like a meditation while writing it.

In a moment of sharp impulse I shaved my beard yesterday. The introduction...
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blueberry ice cream -

I really didn't want to update. I loved that journal entry. It had a nice organic mixture of my serious, dramatic, pragmatic and absurd. It's a shame people don't understand it when you mix it all together.

So I have 2 things for this entry: A statementand a question (with an explanation).

Statement - on emotions. I'm an emotion whore, but I don't wallow in...
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