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It's not easy, but I'm trying to breathe too. I've never been the most patient person, but I think this time it's worth it.

I don't know what I'll do today. Maybe I'll just go to the office and start making lecture notes for the first few chapters. Maybe edit some photos. Maybe pay a couple of overdue bills.

You know, I bet I could...
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Yes, I have indeed lost my goddamn mind.

Comprehensive exam in 37 hours. I'm working hard. I fear I'm letting other necessary tasks fall by the wayside.

I miss my boyfriend. I'm glad (despite the horrible circumstances) we had a decent chuckle together last night. WHAT a BURGER!

I'm not pulling another 13 hour day today. I'm going home soon to watch Anchorman with Jeff. Laughing has been a foreign concept to...
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Comprehensive exam in 10 days. I won't say I'm in danger of failing..... so I won't say anything.


So, naturally, my body senses some kind of fast-approaching apocalypse and is reacting accordingly. THE END IS NIGH! RELEASE THE ZITS AND NOSEBLEEDS!




Anyway, maybe it's a kind of instinctive, evolutionary strategy..... that I automatically become repulsive when I should be locked in the library studying all...
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According to my doctor's professional medical opinion, I need benzodiazepine and religion.

That is reason # 4398623496239462 why I HAVE to get the fuck out of Alabama.


Between mention of antipsychotics and the fast approaching holiday season, I've not been too chipper. But I am done with another semester of grad school, and I have the next several weeks to study for the comprehensive exam....
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Breakfast forever!

Oh, also welcome to Damon.


But mainly, breakfast forever!

Just so you know, beginning Thursday, December 9, 2004, I will be making breakfast forever.

For.
Ever.

Mountains of hashed potatoes, scrambled eggs, bacon, english muffins, and mixed fruit. And a perpetual wellspring of mimosas.

Bring your sister. Breakfast forever at my house until the doors fall off the hinges.




Roll with my crew. I will show you the endlessness of procrastination.

I'm bored with this site already. I can look at my own tits and ass for free.

Thanksgiving was kind of a let-down. Hardly any family came to town, I had to split my time between 2 dinners (instead of lunch with mom, dinner with dad as usual), and there was a severe lack of vegetables. I just wanted one virginal green bean untainted by cream and french fried onions... one crown of broccoli not smothered in cheese and ritz crackers... corn,...
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Waa waa waaaaa.


I want to buy myself a diamond. Maybe for graduation.



I miss Corey. He's far far away (Vancouver... Seattle... Michigan...) until maybe the last week in December, then off again to Baltimore for work. He'll be there for the most part for the next year. We're hoping I can pass for a "significant other" so his company will buy me a plane...
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So far this week, I have dreamed that I lived with Samuel Jackson, Spongebob and PJ Harvey in a lakehouse, that I jumped off a pirate ship because the captain tried to make me wear a veil, and last night, that I married a midget version of Jackie Chan.

I've been pretty cranky this week because of a few different let-downs. I'm sure it also...
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I want to take you far
from the cynics in this town,
and kiss you on the mouth.
We'll cut our bodies free
from the tethers of this scene,
start a breand new colony
where everything will change.
We'll give ourselves new names,
identities erased.
The sun will heat the ground
under our bare feet
in this brand new colony.
Everything will change.