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Today I am sick like woah.


I did'nt go to work cause I can't breath and I ache all over.

going to do some washing, clean the carpets probably and watch crappy TV later.


I think I need to roadtrip soon, bust my mold and do something different, even if it's only short-lived.

Charley is damn lovely, go say high if you don't know her...
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charley:
Awwww bless you!

I am under so much pressure for Halloween I may just forget it and run away tongue
rubyred:
i wanna see your face to for some strange reason???? IM CONFUSED! shocked
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If I knew what I wanted,

would it make it any easier to get?





edited to say:

*sigh SG is so different these days.


in more ways than one I'm living in the past I guess.
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hotcurry:
nah, but it will certainly make you more depressed if you don't end up getting it.

My computer is screwing me right now so hard. Figures now that I have the time to play online, the damn thing would break.
gadget:
I think that if you know what you want it does make it easier to get.

Thanks for the comment on my set...

WOAH!
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This is not going to be a happy or funny update at all.

after two years of depression and anger things have not improved at all.

I've tried being social, I've tried putting the past behind me, and it's not worked.

so what do I do?

well I just don't know anymore, I'm sick of everybody telling me that "it'll get better, things will improve"...
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bracket:
its not her.
she didnt ruin ur life.
she never did.
u ruined it.
u have an absoult control on ur brain and ur life,
stop blame her,she is just a name to ur prob.
cuz u dont know any other words to describe it.
(other then depression,try OBSESSION)
STOP DWELL ON PAST ISSUES and move on with ur life even if it means to move on to nothing-just move on.
go learn somthing,i find it pretty interesting and a kind of a savior.
it is ur life.
she is NOTHING and u know it.
hell im commin over soon to kick YOU in the dick area and to put some normal vision of the world to ur old stupid head.
dont make me get mad at u ayi?
u know i love you,vent as much as u want,i know it helps to write things down,but go put it in ur LJ and lock it under friends only.
so the bitch wont even have the honor to read it.
and hell,stop it hunny plz.
u r such a great person with such a big gold heart.
u realy realy dont need this.
u realy dont.


squee_:
Oh man that sucks. I feel for you. I wish people didnt have to hurt each other all the time. I hope it gets better soon.
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My ex just left, she came over to drop off some CD's she "found" of mine.

In actual fact she came round to gloat about how great her life is and she called me ugly when I said I did;nt like her makeup, she then lied to me as per usual about everything and left in "her" car, which is bullshit it was her new...
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hotcurry:
I guess I'm just unlucky in love. frown I haven't been in a serious relationship in 5 years. It would seem the move to LA has not been good for my romantic life.
hotcurry:
I just sent you an email. smile
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october:
it's lovely having someone to curl up with in the winter smile

what is that amazing looking orange thing?
october:
ohhh it all makes sense now wink
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The pain in my neck is driving me crazy.


how is everybody anyways?

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rainbowgrrl:
a relationship that ends and they both get their memories erased then meet again...its quite complicated but very good. kiss
rainbowgrrl:
good...its been popular at work. hahah i dont think so....why would ppl ogle me?!

[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 1:06PM]
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It rubs the lotion on it's skin or else it gets the hose again.


surreal
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drunkpunk:
You pulled?
Way to go, dude biggrin
bracket:
hafif indeed wink
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Cheese gives me crazy dreams.

dreams I wish I did'nt have.

dreams that terrify me sometimes.

am I crazy?

I may be close. closer than I think.

my work is making me crazy. I love it, but I can hardly deal with my own problems let alone everybody else's/



- You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope some...
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j_r:
lol, now I'm confused
j_r:
Ah, now I getcha!lol

I'm a League Of Gentlemen fan too, which is kinda worrying!

I guess it's just a bit early!lol
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What's the worst job you've ever had?


mine was woking at a data security company that was way too paranoid for it's own good, it was like working in prison, the day they searched my car because they thought I took a CD, yes a CD, I quit.


I did'nt take a stupid CD incidently.

oh and here is some advice,

if you have just...
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vintagebelle:
confused ouchie?