ignignot

My ex just left, she came over to drop off some CD's she "found" of mine.

In actual fact she came round to gloat about how great her life is and she called me ugly when I said I did;nt like her makeup, she then lied to me as per usual about everything and left in "her" car, which is bullshit it was her new (for new read guy she was fucking while we were still together) boyfriends car.

this is a whole long saga that I am not going to get into, but in the end the hell with her and her worthless lying ass, so what if I'll never be with anybody for the rest of my life, so what if I am alone.

so fucking what.

btw I did have a date a couple weeks ago, it was a disaster.

Oh man sorry I know that journal is not making much sense I wrote it when I was really mad at somebody and I have decided to leave it up so I can refer to it later and realise how stupid I am for letting somebody so worthless get to me so much.

I will however make one last point that won't mean much to anybody but me I guess and that is this,

what's lower than being a liar? forcing your family to lie for you too.

btw hotcurry is just lovely.