ignatia

I am impulsive and crazy, it's great. So today i took all the money i have saved up so far for getting a car, something i found i cant survive in so cal without, and in a split decision i gave it to the dean of the department as a deposit for the trip to europe this summer. A trip that i dont quite know yet how im gonna afford, but it will be great. Its to Vienna and Prague, and committing myself to at least another semester without a car, in california where that's fucking impossible.

i actually had no control over the decision, my gut made it for me. And then i didnt breathe for the next 20 minutes, and took the bus home.

But my guts know what there doing. and life's an adventure. no regrets.