Hi heroho hi!
Finally, after three years, I've finished High School, so now I am able to go to university!
At the beginning, it can sound, but it isn't because I also was offered with the opportunity of going abroad to study and work in Denmark as a IT Supporter for two and half years. It is not as cool as doing engineering, but it could bring me the opportunity to learn Danish, improve my English A LOT, reach money and study in their colleges after this period.
So, what I should do? Study Computer Science and Engineering here in Spain, paying more than 2000/year or wait for three years and do it in Denmark for free and in better reputed colleges? It seems easier to make a decision after reading this words, my own words, but it is more difficult to do it when you have a relationship with such a beautiful, interesting and lovely girl as my dear Laura is.
Anyway, just because I don't want to close any door, I was interviewed through Skype two days ago, but I was fucking nervous that I committed some (I think awful) spelling mistakes that, in addition to a question that the interviewer asked me and I didn't understand (due to his accent) and he has to wrote it to me, I am not sure at all if they will be interested in me or not.
Returning to the relation with Laura, I am sure that if I stay we will be together for ages, and that if I go, I put it in risk, and maybe because I am so sure of the strength of our link I am disposed to do it, even if it means to break it after a failure due to the distance.
By the way, I am not disposed to reject the possibility of Denmark for being closer to her because I know I will feel dependent of her and I fear to feel in the future that she is the reason why I didn't went out of the comfort zone, knew world, learnt a new language and meet the Scandinavian culture deeper than I meet it now. Am I a bad guy for it?
I am not afraid, otherwise, for the possibility of become single again (If I have to) of be cheated on by her or to cheat on her because of our relationship style, which is an open relation, what means that it doesn't matter if one of us have sex with other people(between other factors), but I don't want think that I am going to the North to fuck with northern girls, not because they are ugly (they are beautiful), but because it would meant that I am a mean person.
To end this post I would like to ask you your opinion about whatever you think about this post. Do you think that my English sucks? Do you think that it is normal what I feel? Do you understand it? Agree with it?...
PS. After have read these words that I myself have written, I think that if I pass their requirements I will go, because it is the smartest and bravest. Yes, I will, I am sure.
Finally, after three years, I've finished High School, so now I am able to go to university!
At the beginning, it can sound, but it isn't because I also was offered with the opportunity of going abroad to study and work in Denmark as a IT Supporter for two and half years. It is not as cool as doing engineering, but it could bring me the opportunity to learn Danish, improve my English A LOT, reach money and study in their colleges after this period.
So, what I should do? Study Computer Science and Engineering here in Spain, paying more than 2000/year or wait for three years and do it in Denmark for free and in better reputed colleges? It seems easier to make a decision after reading this words, my own words, but it is more difficult to do it when you have a relationship with such a beautiful, interesting and lovely girl as my dear Laura is.
Anyway, just because I don't want to close any door, I was interviewed through Skype two days ago, but I was fucking nervous that I committed some (I think awful) spelling mistakes that, in addition to a question that the interviewer asked me and I didn't understand (due to his accent) and he has to wrote it to me, I am not sure at all if they will be interested in me or not.
Returning to the relation with Laura, I am sure that if I stay we will be together for ages, and that if I go, I put it in risk, and maybe because I am so sure of the strength of our link I am disposed to do it, even if it means to break it after a failure due to the distance.
By the way, I am not disposed to reject the possibility of Denmark for being closer to her because I know I will feel dependent of her and I fear to feel in the future that she is the reason why I didn't went out of the comfort zone, knew world, learnt a new language and meet the Scandinavian culture deeper than I meet it now. Am I a bad guy for it?
I am not afraid, otherwise, for the possibility of become single again (If I have to) of be cheated on by her or to cheat on her because of our relationship style, which is an open relation, what means that it doesn't matter if one of us have sex with other people(between other factors), but I don't want think that I am going to the North to fuck with northern girls, not because they are ugly (they are beautiful), but because it would meant that I am a mean person.
To end this post I would like to ask you your opinion about whatever you think about this post. Do you think that my English sucks? Do you think that it is normal what I feel? Do you understand it? Agree with it?...
PS. After have read these words that I myself have written, I think that if I pass their requirements I will go, because it is the smartest and bravest. Yes, I will, I am sure.