ifixtrains

After work tonight, sat down cracked a beer and flipped channels for half an hour. Ten seconds before I decided to turn off the idiotbox and head to bed I stumble across a show called "My coolest years" metalheads. And for the next hour i watched my life from the age of fifteen to twentyfour unfold through the eyes of others. I realized that what is missing in my life is the guy that I always though I would be at thirty. Bitchin car, hot girlfriend, machine guns, and a stereo that could blow aircraft out of the sky. Instead I've got a jeep that isn't paid for, a motorhome, three dogs and I DONT KNOW ANY COOL CHICKS AT ALL! What the fuck is the matter with me?