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These are the ethical dilemmas that have occupied my mind the past two weeks:

So I saw this band at back booth last night called Bitch'n El Camino. Just a guitarist and a drummer, horrible music, yet some how in them I saw the sprit of all that Rock n' Roll is supposed to be: drunk as shit, a danger to the fans watching them, total destruction of gear... just an all around good rock and roll time. Bands that suck need to stop worrying about which side their lip ring is on and start breaking things and insulting the audience more.

Have you ever got away with something that you know you really shouldnt have?

This happens to me form time to time and it usually has to do with women, in this case its the way they will endure being treated badly, in fact the way they seem to like you more the more inconsiderate you are of them. For example: last weekend i was at Ibar with two girls i know, they bought (under 21) me a bunch of shots and i was soon fucked up. Durring a string of 80s dance songs i was dancing all close and heavy with one of the girls (the way 80s dance songs let you), totally about to make out and then she said in my ear that she promised the other girl she wouldnt kiss me. Fair enough thought I. (the other girl you should know was a girl I knew in high school that i had a thing with when I was 16 and she was 18 and I hadnt talked to in like 2 years, shes now 23, and the other girl is her friend who I had never met before but drove up form Tampa to go to Ibar apparently my friend from HS had designs on me and they had a girl pact of sorts) So when we went back to my firend from HS's apt we were all 3 sleeping in her bed. then sometime in the middle of the night I carlessly put my hand on the girl i was dancing with's leg really smooth like i thought but i was drunk and must have rocked the boat too much. Then the other girl got up and said something to the effect of "you guys could just ask me to leave) then she left to go sleep on the couch. I wasnt really trying to pull anything here but by leaving the damage was already done. Anyway so here I was making out with her friend in her own bed, which she had told not to make out with me. nothing really happened beyond that but the real funkyness happened on Sunday (that was Friday). On Sunday she came over to my house and long story short i showed her the Tenacious D DVD and (obviously given what we were watching) we ended up naked in my bed. She told me that she didnt want to have sex with me because i had made out with her friend again Fair enough...yet after like 10 min of talking to her/flexing my muscles she gave up.

Now the point im trying to make here is that if i were in her shoes I wouldnt talk to me for some time much less have sex with me 2 days latter. I dont understand why girls seem to like men more the worse they treat them. If i were a good capitalist i would see that the market favors assholes and act as such to all girls...

So ladies.... seriously it's like Dave Chappell said "If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting" you need to demand more out of men says I.

Also what are the rules with little sisters? i dont have one i dont know how they work? Is it cool if their big bro who is your best friend tells you its ok and even gives you the keys to his place for the 2 of you while he goes after his own girl? I guess its kind of late now, the chicken already went in the pot but this whole situation seems dangerous I guess ill talk to him when he gets back form Jax but some ideas would be nice.

Jah bless Ibar and its white people dance machine play giving aura, and also Antigua for its booty dancing girls wont stop kissing my neck when im drunk and defenseless, for that matter Jah bless the diversity of Orlando woman ages 18-23 who come at you from every angle yet in the course of one weekend allways end the night in your bed