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In the past week the bitch that I love finally has given up on me. It's weird feeling that I have of happiness, a feeling of relief that a tremendous weight is now of my shoulders, and yet I'm still sad. As horrible as this person has become I have continued to lover her and want to help her, but that has left me drained and used.
I truly hope she will be happy someday, but It's my day to move on. I had two good years with the girl and then wasted another four years of my life. This last time I was just trying to at least save our friendship, I guess that died along time ago too.
So on to bigger and better things.

I am poor. I'm barely making enough money to get by so I have started a new job. I am going to start selling my art. I don't know that this will make me much of any cash but will put my work out there to be seen.

I have a reservation on a Smart Fortwo, and where the hell is it? I have a huge hunk of money set aside for it and can't wait to get out of my current ugly car and start saving money on gas.

Yesterday at work the ASM told me that he might be leaving to work with his dad full time which would open that position for me and as much as I would like the more hours and pay, I was thinking of possibly leaving as well to go back to school full time. I really like my job. I don't know what I'm going to do.

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