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It is so fucking hot! it's only 9:45 and the house is starting to heat up. it's only the end of May and it's already summertime hot. we haven't even begun to get close to July or August yet. I don't think I'll be able to live through the summer working in that hot hot pizza place. I really hope I can manage to get this job with the sheriff's dept. It's a 20 min drive away and an awkward shift, but a solid schedule (weekends off!) and it pays nearly twice what i'm making now. Plus, it will for sure be air conditioned. I think i've got a chance. I did pretty well in the written exam on Thursday, and I've got a typing test to take on Wednesday. plus whatever else you have to do to get a county job after that. Background check, psychological evaluation, drug screening, polygraph, whatever. I don't care about all the tests. I'll do whatever. I just want this job soooo bad. it's become so surreal working at the pizza place lately. I just feel so detached (or maybe that's just the cold medicine) like every day i go in feels like i haven't been there in forever. Nothing effects me anymore. I just don't care. It's the last place I want to be. Even sitting home, doing nothing, screwing around on the computer seems more important and much more interesting than taking orders and making pizza.
haha, and now I have to go get ready to go in for a 10 hour shift. great. at least I think I'm delivery driver this morning which means i might get some tips. whatever.