So theres tis girl at the local health food store, and shes really cute. I keep finding myself going in there several times a day, since I work right down the street from it, gawking at her.
Im such a voyeur.
Now, I know it sounds stalkish, but I am actually getting food at the place and eating it later, it just gives me an excuse to check her out. And she's really really cute, and I think I made a bad impression when I did "had to be there" joke and she didnt get it. Im not good with first impressions, my impressions happens along that way!
I wonder what I could say besides, hey, you are cute. I mean, I think about it, and I end up just thinking about wanting to sleep with someone. Im so tired of EMOTIONS... Its just not what I need on this cycle, thank you very much, did that for 26 years...
So weird, when you dont want to care, you CARE way too much about it. And when you want to CARE way too much, you could give a rats ass. I mean, I just realize, that I analyze it too much and reach this point where I subjegated it with sex, and not, the intimacy of getting to know someone. I focus on My physical attraction as being so much more important, and so, I get giddy, with the smell of fresh meat. But the little things, I dont even know of her, so you can see where I am begining to confuse myself. I dont know...perhaps one day Ill get it right.
Im such a voyeur.
Now, I know it sounds stalkish, but I am actually getting food at the place and eating it later, it just gives me an excuse to check her out. And she's really really cute, and I think I made a bad impression when I did "had to be there" joke and she didnt get it. Im not good with first impressions, my impressions happens along that way!
I wonder what I could say besides, hey, you are cute. I mean, I think about it, and I end up just thinking about wanting to sleep with someone. Im so tired of EMOTIONS... Its just not what I need on this cycle, thank you very much, did that for 26 years...
So weird, when you dont want to care, you CARE way too much about it. And when you want to CARE way too much, you could give a rats ass. I mean, I just realize, that I analyze it too much and reach this point where I subjegated it with sex, and not, the intimacy of getting to know someone. I focus on My physical attraction as being so much more important, and so, I get giddy, with the smell of fresh meat. But the little things, I dont even know of her, so you can see where I am begining to confuse myself. I dont know...perhaps one day Ill get it right.
xoxo, CC