idolessxo

Things are tense.. between the boy and I, between my mind and I.. and almost everything in between.

I've been experiencing some severe chest pain over the past few days which has been making the boy tweak. He's been sending me Web MD type links to things on angina & mild heart attacks..

I really would like to scream at him that I am only 17. And I'd also like to shriek that although he may think everything is dandy, I'm loathing the fact that his ex has decided to come back from Cali for the summer. And I have a gut feeling it's to "take him away". Oh, wonderful.