Update? In short: things are too fucking stressful right now. Between "relationships", Brenna being gone, and deciding what I want to do for the next year.. it's all just a fucking mess.
I've gained back the weight I lost from the post-break up, so starting 13 minutes ago I'm back on the diet. I don't quite understand this; every time I eat I end up getting sick (I'm assuming from stress & being overwhelmed with emotion). Fuck.
Fuck. Driver's test tomorrow. Expect a sob story update if I fail (which is more probable than anything). I guess Dad is going to wake me up around 9am, leave by 9:30, and I'll practice driving around until 11:15 when I am supposed to be there.
Fuck everything, just.. fuck.
Let me fucking LIVE.
I've gained back the weight I lost from the post-break up, so starting 13 minutes ago I'm back on the diet. I don't quite understand this; every time I eat I end up getting sick (I'm assuming from stress & being overwhelmed with emotion). Fuck.
Fuck. Driver's test tomorrow. Expect a sob story update if I fail (which is more probable than anything). I guess Dad is going to wake me up around 9am, leave by 9:30, and I'll practice driving around until 11:15 when I am supposed to be there.
Fuck everything, just.. fuck.
Let me fucking LIVE.
Hope you passed the driver's test! I failed my first try without even making it out of the parking spot.
And, I am assuming you passed the driver's test since you didn't post a "sob story update"