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Today sucks shitty sucking asshat.

Girl I know killed herself. She was 19.
Didn't look very peaceful at her funeral.
Seemed to be planning it for quite a while.
Wrote letters to all her friends and remaining family, had little pictures of them on the notes.
Went out the night before, partied and seemed to have fun. Didn't drink.
Told everyone 'goodnight' and went home. OD'd.
Devestated a good few people I know. Made just about everyone at the funeral cry.
She was my brothers best friends girl as well.
People who are 19 shouldn't be dead.
It's stupid.

Plus today I officaly had to sign on for social welfare as I'm a jobless bum. I have to go in tomorrow for some man to tell me how much they are going to give me a week to live on. I don't fancy my chances of getting much with a degree to my name.

Sorry for the downer.

I was going to fight the universe for being so shitty lately but is there much point? It has a considerable size advantage.


Normal service will resume once I feel less shitty.


On the floor is the only place to be today