Ugh!
My energy levels are at 5% (from the meter I had installed last year, they come and check it every month).
My body is just wrecked, My mental faculties are at about 20%
All this means that my sex drive at this very moment in time is at about ~0%
Zero!
It's odd. It's scarey. My though processes are not being affected by my libdo in any way!
The only time I've experienced somethin like this is right after orgasm during sex, and there's usually a naked woman there to distract me until it passes.
This means I've been plodding the whole 'enjoying peoples friendship' thing instead of chasing tail (which I personally don't find suits me) for the past day or two.
So the only problem is it allows me to realise I don't have me a gf. A proper one. I don't have anyone with a real emotional connection to.
Uh-oh. This is getting deep.
Time for a distraction!
MONKEY ATTACK
I went bowling today (no, not boweling like suggested in my who-I-suspect-may-be-dsylexic firends SMS). Fun! Although my thumb did get stuck in most of the balls there and has now swelled up so I can hardly move it.
Joy!
Even though no-one may read this, I still enjoy writing it. I love this place, it has hot naked women, a great community and an oppertunity to bore the tits off any poor bastard who stumbles across your journal.
SG
P.S. I also think Dylan is too pretty for words. (Well apart from the word pretty that is)
^
This may be creepy, I don't know. It's 2am here, I'm tired and drained. My judgement is crap. This little bit may not last long.
I tore the crap out of the old wooden shelving units in my shed today. My fingers are cut,scratched,splintered and hurting. But I love it. I needed more space so those useless things just had to go.
Then I found out my cat died. Was hit by a car outside. Bastard didn't even stop. Just kept going. Found her in the rain. Lying on the road outside. She looked perfect. Her wet fur. Apart from some blood by her nose she looked unhurt..
Buried her in my garden.
Burned the wood and her wicker bed in a bonfire someone was having down the road.
Well. That's that.
My energy levels are at 5% (from the meter I had installed last year, they come and check it every month).
My body is just wrecked, My mental faculties are at about 20%
All this means that my sex drive at this very moment in time is at about ~0%
Zero!
It's odd. It's scarey. My though processes are not being affected by my libdo in any way!
The only time I've experienced somethin like this is right after orgasm during sex, and there's usually a naked woman there to distract me until it passes.
This means I've been plodding the whole 'enjoying peoples friendship' thing instead of chasing tail (which I personally don't find suits me) for the past day or two.
So the only problem is it allows me to realise I don't have me a gf. A proper one. I don't have anyone with a real emotional connection to.
Uh-oh. This is getting deep.
Time for a distraction!
MONKEY ATTACK
I went bowling today (no, not boweling like suggested in my who-I-suspect-may-be-dsylexic firends SMS). Fun! Although my thumb did get stuck in most of the balls there and has now swelled up so I can hardly move it.
Joy!
Even though no-one may read this, I still enjoy writing it. I love this place, it has hot naked women, a great community and an oppertunity to bore the tits off any poor bastard who stumbles across your journal.
SG
P.S. I also think Dylan is too pretty for words. (Well apart from the word pretty that is)
^
This may be creepy, I don't know. It's 2am here, I'm tired and drained. My judgement is crap. This little bit may not last long.
I tore the crap out of the old wooden shelving units in my shed today. My fingers are cut,scratched,splintered and hurting. But I love it. I needed more space so those useless things just had to go.
Then I found out my cat died. Was hit by a car outside. Bastard didn't even stop. Just kept going. Found her in the rain. Lying on the road outside. She looked perfect. Her wet fur. Apart from some blood by her nose she looked unhurt..
Buried her in my garden.
Burned the wood and her wicker bed in a bonfire someone was having down the road.
Well. That's that.
They all perished in a nasty D.I.Y. accident and are now spending eternity trying to make up for their shoddy workmanship."
Wouldn't surprise me in the slightest - these buildings are new, we're the first set of people to live in them, and every couple of weeks people come round to check the building because it was a rush job and it's all wrong. All the walls are cracking, the plumbing is dodgy and doesn't work properly, when a door slams (and they all do cus they won't shut slowly) the whole room shakes...
You mentioned me! And in a nice way! You're a star
I'm really sorry about your cat, that's so sad. (This is the point where I wish I was like normal people and was good at being nice and consoling. Sorry) I have two cats back home and I often worry about them cus I can't see them anymore. xx