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its 2 am... i have to be at work at 9am... thats not enough sleep for me... damn... stupid friends talking to me... ah well... what can i possibly do but love

i have a few pictures up in my candids... only one is of me... i think ive got what ani would call "the kind of beauty that moves"... and if you know what...
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originalzombee:
I could go to the middle of the desert,
I could go to there all alone.
I could sit for hours,
I could fast for weeks.
I'll never know what you know.
I'll give you all the water, give everything that matters.
And when the world is full, I'll give you all the spaces.
I'll give you all of the time.
You've got a halo hanging above your head.
You're as young and as old as the ocean.
You smile and skies unfold.
And the wind and heaven are still and solid.
You've got an unearthly glow.
irina:
Hey darlin, sorry about yesterday. First school shit fell apart, and then my mother went crazy and said she was kicking me out (she's since repealled that though.) It was the day from hell.

Mostly out of respect for a certain mutual friend of ours, I'm thinking it'd be best if I didn't come out there to see you. However, if you wanted to come into the city and get lunch or catch a movie or something, I would love that. I hope our paths cross somehow before you leave.

kiss
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i am so tired right now... i drove home on my break to talk to someone whose not online (shes lucky i adore her)... i have to go back to work... but it looks like a fun filled evening with some dear friends...

im am feeling extra blessed today... and i dont know why... shes one reason.... my friends are another... but i over slept......
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midknight:
mondays are always shitty whatever
legionnaire:
Glad to hear things are looking up for you. New Jersey's not that far away.... wink
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i would gladly give some of my happiness to see her truly smile for just a moment.

why cant she see how blessed she is

"but maybe she was hiding because she wanted to be found"
-mewithoutYou
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yuriel:
awh.
veganvixen:
wow, i did not notice how close our bdays are evan born the same year. pretyy neato.
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im doing well

she still is awesome

i am happy

i am still here

i am still leaving

i still love you all

send your love

"in His silent sound was the
peace I found"
-mywithoutYou
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oneamongthelost:
If you're talking about the $30 for Donnie Darko, that's on my Blockbuster card, BTW, did you return that yet/ do you plan on it before you leave, cause it's just getting worse, and I need good credit to get the credit card i need.
liv3:
i hope you made it home safely! i know the bronx can be a scary place.
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i think i found an apartment in fl

why the fuck cant people promise honesty and actually give it??

and we wonder why im emo

i feel so used

"it won't be long before you forget my name"
-new found glory
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secondbest:
Yeah I am feeling used. So that's why I have been so down lately. Used and nothing works. Which part of FL?
skryche:
There's a song called Wizard Needs Food Badly? Must obtain!
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you know whats sucks... those stupid bands that suck but you cant stop listening to... damn catchiness...

any songs/ bands/ albums that you guys cant stop liking... guilty pleasures anyone

things are weird... not bad... just weird

as i write this the exes ex imed me... thats a bit odd

i dont think ill be atending the shindig this weekend... sorry for those of you...
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originalzombee:
yea...don't feel bad...seriously, none of its your fault really. i'm just dealing with a lot of the crap that i've put off, and stuffed down, and tried to ignore. it's time i face myself and get this crap over with
legionnaire:
Sorry to hear we won't be seeing you tomorrow night, I was going to buy you a beer and try to cheer you up. smile

Take care - things will get better, just give it time.
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saw Passion of the Christ tonight

wow... intense

i love everyone... im in good mood... florida is working out quite well...

i am still looking for a place in or around pa to crash on the way down... id appreciate it if yall kept youre eyes/ears out for me

"I've only ever loved myself
But I've loved myself so well. "
-mewithoutYou
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secondbest:
I viewed it alone. I wanted to take it in alone and not have anyone else I know distracting me. Today I am watching Charlie Rose, and I see one of my film professors on talking about the film.
andi1:
me without you is that a good movie? Jen from dawson's creek is in it right?
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ok... so... barely enough money... nowhere to stay... and no job are waiting for me in florida... and i cant wait.. what a challenge... not to say i wouldnt mind a bit of help... but for the first time in my life im not going to have an easy way to back out...

this is going to be good

to all you sgny people... you...
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legionnaire:
I think you should come out with us for sure, forget your worries, and just have a good time. That's what SGNY is all about. smile

And no, I haven't seen made. Was it good?
irina:
You will benefact me, eh? Not according to the first line of this journal entry. No cosmic blowjobs for yooooou!!!

kiss
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i think im just grasping for control of life... so much goes on that you just need to sit back and deal with... i feel like im spinning out of control...

all i want is a little command of something... im not like a megalomaniac... just a little say in the choices that directly affect my life... i guess that too much to ask for...
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liv3:
me without you isn't funny, but actually just saw the movie so that was my excited "hah!"
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well... tonight could have gone better

feel free to leave cliches of love and encouragement

i love all of you so much

"I'm not the boy that I once was
but I'm not the man I'll be."
-mewithoutYou


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legionnaire:
I've been really busy with lab stuff, but as soon as I get a chance I'll send you that info you were asking me about. Did you talk to Irishlibra or Vyeseleph? They both might know about other ones too.
liv3:
me without you! hah!
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ever wish you could just forgive... forget... and move on?? yeah... me too... god i hope i can... im trying... im trying to suck it up and say whatever... but i feel that i was wronged... and wronged pretty bad...

ah,,, what the fuck is a boy suppose to do... i hate love... i hate wanting so badly for something to work out... i wish...
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oneamongthelost:
Well, I can't help you with love, or heartache, only bitterness,lol.
Anyways, you could always play guitar in Times Square while only wearing a cowboy hat and boots...nevermind, that job is taken.

EDIT: Check out my profile pic, you may want to use it as well,lol

[Edited on Feb 22, 2004 11:15AM]
midknight:
then tell her that she's special robot