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I'm awesome. So awesome.

Fuck the midwest.

I'm sorry, Indie-rock and punk kids, but I have to confess the new Green Day is rocking my world. I'll inevitably by every album they put out. Fuck yeah.

Oh, and I can't date you because I'm married to the sea.

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I am in love for the first time in many years.

I love life.

And wanted a new journal entry to take place of the previous one.

Had a memorial for Z yesterday at school. His parents were there, it was quite moving. Everyone said why they loved him and what a great guy he was. It was sad. I said something and couldn't help choking up at the end--it was kinda embarassing, but I'm glad his parents knew that Zeke had touched my life in some way.

Other than that, supposed...
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Yesterday I took a 4 hr final exam, immediately afterwards found out a classmate had died earlier this week. I wasn't a close friend of his, but I knew him, served on a committee with him, and had a few classes together. He was a friendly, upbeat guy who never said anything bad about anybody. I always said hi to him in the halls. He...
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I have a crush on a barista at a coffee chain, which I find almost unbearably cliche.

All right, updating the ol' journal for the first time in a long long time.

Thinking of 3 different girls and wondering if I'll ever meet someone who has the best of all three of them: spiritual/mental/physical chemistry; comfort and security; and great sex...

i'll just jump right in like no time has elapsed... my relationship with my neighbor is likely to be over...or at...
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